Saturday, December 29, 2012

Authority = Responsibility

Frankly speaking, until today, I just fully understood that authority and the responsibility is equal.
The higher the authority you hold, the heavier the responsibility you have.
Fair enough!

This is the first time I am putting myself at this level with higher authority to do most of the tasks that are yet to be accomplished due to the absent of my direct superior. It's really not an easy job and I have to admit that I am abit kalam-kabut right now. The words of advice from my superior is still whispering in my mind... She says,
"In most of the company, the hardest task is always managing people. It involves a lot of knowledge, skills and experiences..."

I think, EQ comes in as the first priority. Well, i think it is the time for me to experience it and to discover my own style and way and to deliver the quality works. Now, every minutes every seconds is so important to me. So, jiayou ba Angeline! Stop letting the troubles to trouble you, but to turn every complicated tasks to a more simple and clearer task and direction. And only then, you are able to handle everything.

Believing that you can do that, and you will always be.

PS: My dear colleagues, it's all about teamwork. Please do reminding me whenever I am frustrated or restless. Your support is invaluable to me. Let's do the WILD and WOW for our upcoming project!

All the best and good luck!!

Friday, December 28, 2012

爱与被爱

若有人毫无保留地爱着你,是幸福的;
但如果一辈子里你也能够深爱过一个人,也应该很幸福;
即使皆不成果,也总比没爱过来的务实。

爱与被爱,让每个人都有权力去享受当刻的幸福,
它们都有着相同的浪漫碧蓝,却总带模糊。
因为永远难有的清晰感,
因为永远遥不可及的地平线,才发现天与地仍相隔很远,
才发现一路并肩而行的,未必是属你所有,或是你想拥有的。

 一条路要走多远,才能够稍微看见幸福的边界?
忽尔某一天,才明了。
原来从一开始被爱的,是不属于你的一生至爱;
而愿意承诺一生去爱你的,你其实从未真正爱上过。

一个是你的最爱却不爱你的人,
一个是你不爱却最爱你的人,
你会如何选择?

Thursday, December 27, 2012

I fell in love like a fool

今天,就在今晚,
想念着你的我终于病倒了。
想起即将离我而去的你,如果没有一点的伤感与不舍,那我一定是骗你的。

想起我们之间横跨着一大片海洋,
还有几千公里的路程,那样的距离,
说真的,我无法接受。
但是,比起心的距离,我想我也即将崩溃。

原来,文字可以杀死人,
一个人的冷漠也可以把人推向地狱。
也许之前的幸福过于甜美,让人陶醉,
现在的冷漠才会让人生不如死。

坚持吗?我还可以坚持吗?
放弃?我还可以选择放弃吗?
忘记?还要多久?
今生如此爱着你,也许无法取代了,那又如何?

我已经爱你爱得如此疯狂,如此疯癫。
你也许笑我傻,
可是爱上你的那一刻我已注定那样傻傻的爱着你。

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

EQ

EQ, another wisdom of life that you could not neglect.

We meet different kind of people everyday with different emotions. Sometimes, a simple tiny action could really turns the outcome to be either positive or negative. Problems could be simplified if it has been handled with care and wisely.

Sadly, most of the time, our emotions are too easily affected by the people and the surrounding environment and you just can't help it. When troubles come, people tend to be frustrated. Furious has blinded your judgement and things get worst.

Relax, take it easy. Remember, there's always a better way to handle every trouble. Never let your emotions conquer your mind. Calm down and think twice before your speak. I am sure you will realise things have turned to be better, problems are no longer problems.

It works almost all the time!
But we are only human, I understand it.

EQ, one of the wisdom that I would love to discover recently. Frankly speaking, I am very emotional and it seems to be one of my weakest points. Anyhow, I'd love to take it as a challenge, to conquer my emotions and makes things to be better.

Again, all the best to me!

Oh yea, not to forget,
~~ M E R R Y   C H R I S T M A S ~~

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Be yourself

You are you, and not somebody else.
You do not necessary turned yourself into someone else just to please someone.
This is a different story to adaption to the environment and changes.
Just be yourself. if you think you are right.
People could doubt you, but you are the only one to trust yourself.
You do not need to make people agree with what you do,
but they will agree with you sooner or later.
It is just about the matter of time.

Again, you own your own life.
Love it, live it, and do whatever you think it's right.
Just be yourself.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

A summary of 2012

时光飞逝。。。
一转眼,2012年已接近尾声。
如果12月21日是世界末日,这26年的人生总算是无怨无悔。
虽然有再多的遗憾,再多的无奈,人生毕竟如此。

家人的爱无处不在,享受着越来越幸福的天伦之乐的同时,
满心欢喜地期待着一个小生命的加入 - 我未来的侄子。
朋友间的友谊,随着年龄的增长越见成熟。
朋友不在于多少,天长地久的友谊更显珍贵。
至于事业上,有了新的突破。希望未来会更好。
努力后的果实,很甜美。
爱情上,反反复复,辗转蜿蜒,
经略了多少风景,多少风雨,当然还有艳阳的时候。
领略了很多,也成长了许多。
不勉强,却执着地想把一份爱放在心里,直到没有了呼吸的那一刻。
不是放不下,只是真的爱了,无法取代了。
放心,我很好。

2012年真的过的很不容易。太多的精彩,太多的爱,太多的悲伤。
庆幸,我都一一度过。
失去的无法挽回,只有忘记过去,从新出发。
拥有的更加珍惜,拼了命都会好好的保护它,让他更璀璨,更美丽。

2012年临尾,想大声对妈妈说,
“Happy Birthday Mum! I love you forever!“

To everyone I know, everyone who is reading this,
"May you have a great year in 2013! Good luck and all the best wishes to you."

For me,
I am looking forward to a brand new me in a brand new year of 2013. Gambateh!

Sunday, December 2, 2012

会有那么一天

《初恋那件小事》真的扣人心弦,
有一种能让人细细回味得魅力,慢慢地想起自己曾几何时的那段淡淡却很甜蜜的暗恋。

爱可以很单纯,很平凡,却让人感动,让人久久都无法忘怀。
爱让人变傻,变笨,却也让人变得更勇敢,更坚强。
为了爱,那份勇往直前,无怨无悔的勇气让人有了积极生活的力量。

小岚说,“虽然结局有点悲伤,可是因为爱上了学长,我变得更积极。所有能够让自己变漂亮变好的事情,我每一样都去做。学长就是我的 inspiration 。”

因为她的那番话,我重新有了勇气,有了积极生活下去的勇气。
小岚暗恋了亮学长那么多年,那份爱却依然完整的保护着。

而我,
虽然不知道会不会有那么一天,当他真的了解我的心意,当他真的听见了我心里得话。
虽然不知道,但是我还是会很积极地过每一天,让他成为我生活中的 inspiration 。
成为那个教会我努力生活,勇敢面对,积极追梦的那个人。
我想他是,他一直都是。

让那些无法开口的话,让那份真挚的爱,静静地等待,等待被发现的那一天吧!



A little thing called Love


Do you still remember the only special one in life that you couldn't forget no matter how long it has past?

Do you still remember the story about you and him, the day you met him and everything about him?

I do...

"A little thing called love" is a Thailand movie that talks about the first crush of the 2 young girl and boy. At the beginning of he story, the girl is an ugly duckling that falls in love with a handsome boy. In order to get closer to him, she starts to work really hard to change herself, from inner to outer. There's alot of time they missed the chance to tell each other how much they love and there's alot of misunderstanding that never been explained.

The girl in the movie has done alot of stupid things to prove her love. I think she's pretty much like me. Love can make people blind, i guess it's true. I never thought I could become a girl like this. Even though the process is sour and bitter sometimes, but it is the sweetest memories for all time. A friend told me once, "Time is never wait, chances are never replay. Once you have missed, you will forever missed." However, sometimes, destiny is far beyond you can defeat. No matter how hard I tried, how much effort has been putting in, he seems like doesn't understand what my heart is saying.

If you ask me, how long still for you to forget him?
I will say, I have tried my best, and yet, he has planted in my mind and it seems like never ever be removed. Maybe some years later, he is still in my heart, the memories are still there. No matter how long it has past, he is still my very precious love story...

I really miss you. Yes I do...