Whenever I open up my facebook page and I will see this...
"How are you feeling, Angeline?"
It is a column there for you to update your current status.
Day after day, then I ask myself,
how am I feeling today?
How am I feeling this week, this month, this year and so far?
How am I actually feeling right now...?
I am good, I am bad, I am happy and i am feeling down......
Does anybody who really cares about this?
I am not sure...
There are someone maybe or there are not...
Living in this world, in this city,
sometimes I feel cold and grey...
I am not lonely,
but it's hardly for me to find someone who really knows who I am,
who really knows my weird humors and he is still find it hilarious,
who really knows my needs and wants even without speaking it,
who can lend me his shoulder whenever I need it,
who really cares about me and who really cherish me as his only one...
There are times I thought I have found The One...
But we doesn't last forever.
A mistake, a misunderstanding and a missed of chance,
it leads the story comes to the end...
Princess and the Prince Charming do not live happily ever after,
At lesst, it doesn't ever happened in my fairytale...
Can I still believing in fairytale that really exist in this world?
How long more I need to wait until the miracle finally happens on me?
A thousand years or more?
I am afraid...
Everyday I am missing you,
everyday I am loving you as I never leave you since that day.
How am I going to stop the growing love?
How am I going to leave you forever like I never met you?
I know...
Someday, I am gonna walk away from this.
I know, I will...
Monday, January 28, 2013
Saturday, January 12, 2013
阳光总在风雨后
听过许美静的“阳光总在风雨后”吧～
简单的歌名，很有意思的歌词。
不知怎么了，这首歌总是让我很感动。
也许是朗朗上口的旋律吧。。。
也许当中还蕴藏了某些原因。。。
人生没有绝对的完美。
却也多了份因为不完美，因为遗憾，因为后悔而变得美丽，完整。
几个月前的我也许还做着美梦，想像着人生的完美。
出生于适中的家庭，拥有个完整幸福的家庭，考获优越的成绩，拥有份理想的工作，拥有着一群相知相惜的朋友。。。
人生看似完美无暇，无法挑剔。
遇见了那个生命中注定出现的那个人，感觉就像神仙一般，幸福快乐，无忧无虑地生活下去。
2012年，生命突然地起伏，幸福一一瓦解。
生命就像跌入谷底，连阳光也不再灿烂。
经历了人生的第一次巨大挫败，幸好都一一度过。
也许生命里的那个人是上天安排，在我26岁人生最低迷的时刻出现，在旁鼓励，在旁指导，并告诉我世界之大，生命可以很灿烂，很美丽。
也因为他，我很快地就忘掉了悲伤和烦恼，恢复了昔日的正能量与笑容。
第一次，真真正正地体会了爱与付出。
当爱慢慢滋长，蔓延，
当生命的中心慢慢转移到了唯一的他身上，
一切的美好却慢慢地变化，直到真正地失去了生命里那个最完美最美好的他。
掏空了的心，无法回应的爱，人生再次跌入谷底。
无数的夜晚只有泪水与寂寞度过，感觉就像生命中的所有美好已经用尽。
又过了好多个月，
没有了心跳，没有了希望，没有了憧憬的生命慢慢地重新站起来。
那是费尽了多大的毅力与勇敢才有了今天重生的机会。
以为上天和自己开了一个很大的玩笑，
可是现在细想，其实冥冥中已注定。
要不是他，也许我不会那么快从伤痛，绝望与灰心中重新找到自我。
要不是他，也许我不会知道什么是真正的爱。
要不是他，人生中值得回味的不会那么精彩。
就算现在失去了生命中非常重要的他，
就算失去他的心是多么的悲伤痛苦，
就算失去他的人生已不再那么精彩，
现在依然感恩，谢谢他曾经出现在我的生命里，
给我力量，给我温暖，给我爱护。
阳光总在风雨后，相信依然会有彩虹。
即将步入27岁的我，依然微笑着迎接着未来的人生，
期待着即将遇见的人，事，物。
请记得，
人生没有绝对的完美，却有着因为不完美而完美的人生。
人生在世不过那几十年，请珍惜生命，让它发光发热，
也不枉今生来过这世界走一回。
＝）
简单的歌名，很有意思的歌词。
不知怎么了，这首歌总是让我很感动。
也许是朗朗上口的旋律吧。。。
也许当中还蕴藏了某些原因。。。
人生没有绝对的完美。
却也多了份因为不完美，因为遗憾，因为后悔而变得美丽，完整。
几个月前的我也许还做着美梦，想像着人生的完美。
出生于适中的家庭，拥有个完整幸福的家庭，考获优越的成绩，拥有份理想的工作，拥有着一群相知相惜的朋友。。。
人生看似完美无暇，无法挑剔。
遇见了那个生命中注定出现的那个人，感觉就像神仙一般，幸福快乐，无忧无虑地生活下去。
2012年，生命突然地起伏，幸福一一瓦解。
生命就像跌入谷底，连阳光也不再灿烂。
经历了人生的第一次巨大挫败，幸好都一一度过。
也许生命里的那个人是上天安排，在我26岁人生最低迷的时刻出现，在旁鼓励，在旁指导，并告诉我世界之大，生命可以很灿烂，很美丽。
也因为他，我很快地就忘掉了悲伤和烦恼，恢复了昔日的正能量与笑容。
第一次，真真正正地体会了爱与付出。
当爱慢慢滋长，蔓延，
当生命的中心慢慢转移到了唯一的他身上，
一切的美好却慢慢地变化，直到真正地失去了生命里那个最完美最美好的他。
掏空了的心，无法回应的爱，人生再次跌入谷底。
无数的夜晚只有泪水与寂寞度过，感觉就像生命中的所有美好已经用尽。
又过了好多个月，
没有了心跳，没有了希望，没有了憧憬的生命慢慢地重新站起来。
那是费尽了多大的毅力与勇敢才有了今天重生的机会。
以为上天和自己开了一个很大的玩笑，
可是现在细想，其实冥冥中已注定。
要不是他，也许我不会那么快从伤痛，绝望与灰心中重新找到自我。
要不是他，也许我不会知道什么是真正的爱。
要不是他，人生中值得回味的不会那么精彩。
就算现在失去了生命中非常重要的他，
就算失去他的心是多么的悲伤痛苦，
就算失去他的人生已不再那么精彩，
现在依然感恩，谢谢他曾经出现在我的生命里，
给我力量，给我温暖，给我爱护。
阳光总在风雨后，相信依然会有彩虹。
即将步入27岁的我，依然微笑着迎接着未来的人生，
期待着即将遇见的人，事，物。
请记得，
人生没有绝对的完美，却有着因为不完美而完美的人生。
人生在世不过那几十年，请珍惜生命，让它发光发热，
也不枉今生来过这世界走一回。
＝）
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
My World, My Life
Do you ever think about the meaning of living?
God is so great to create this beautiful world and give human a pair of eyes and ears to see and hear the world.
And, most importantly, a heart to feel...
Recently, I am re-watching the LOTR's movies and it inspires me alot...
The world we are living is so amazing. The people, the scenery, the culture, the stories...
We are given this life, to discover, to see, to hear and to feel them all.
Living is not only about working...
Money, power, social status, cars, houses... They are not going to complete your life.
And they are the things that you can't carry along when you die one day.
As for me,
I know there's so much more in my life that's awaiting me to discover one by one.
Traveling is seems to be the best to get myself closer to this beautiful world, to see, to hear and to feel the world we are living. I am enjoying to be a backpacker. And I'd love to have my foot-print printed on every part of this world. Every time when I am going on a trip, there's always something to surprise me. And most of the time it becomes a sweet memory for me that accompanies me to go on my journey to the next destination.
God is so great to create this beautiful world and give human a pair of eyes and ears to see and hear the world.
And, most importantly, a heart to feel...
Recently, I am re-watching the LOTR's movies and it inspires me alot...
The world we are living is so amazing. The people, the scenery, the culture, the stories...
We are given this life, to discover, to see, to hear and to feel them all.
Living is not only about working...
Money, power, social status, cars, houses... They are not going to complete your life.
And they are the things that you can't carry along when you die one day.
As for me,
I know there's so much more in my life that's awaiting me to discover one by one.
Traveling is seems to be the best to get myself closer to this beautiful world, to see, to hear and to feel the world we are living. I am enjoying to be a backpacker. And I'd love to have my foot-print printed on every part of this world. Every time when I am going on a trip, there's always something to surprise me. And most of the time it becomes a sweet memory for me that accompanies me to go on my journey to the next destination.
That's my world, my life... before I met you...
So, how about the rest of the story when the two lines cross over each other?
Do we have the story to tell?
Tell me please if you read this... I am seriously wanna know it, if the story is gonna to be continued...
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Lord of the Rings fever returns!
Still remember the Hobbit song?
Still remember the beautiful Shire and the Hobbits big hairy foot and their cheers and laughters...?
I still remember those days when I was really addicted to this beautiful world created by J.R.R. Tolkien. And after so many years, the fever towards LOTR is returned following the newly showing "The Hobbit" in the cinema. And I realise that, the fever towards LOTR is never gone or lesser even now and then! I still love them all as much as I did before!
Seriously, I am enjoying the LOTR Trilogy very much whenever I re-watch the movies. I guess I have watched it more than 20 times so far and it has yet to get me boring!
"The Hobbit" that is showing lately in the cinema is actually brought me back to all those good old memories. And I have new discovery from the movie itself that completes my whole story of the Lord of the Rings. I realise that Bilbo Baggins is really great! Hobbits are really amazing. The small one that changes the whole world and even saves the world! So guys, never underestimate your capability because you will surprise what you have done is more than what you think you can do.
LOTR has meant so much to me. The best ever movie in my life!
I am ready to re-watch the LOTR trilogy again... Do you with me, the LOTR fans out there? =)
2.0.1.3
2012年的最后一刻，你留在了2012。。。
而我已跨越了，走到了2013。
我们不再同步。
美好的2012划上句点。
再美丽的回忆也只能停留在2012的回忆里。
此刻的你好吗？
大海很宽阔吧？
海浪声好听吗？
岛上很热闹吧？
今晚是否满天星星？
你抬头看星星了吗？
你还记得喜欢满天星星的我吗？
你还记得那天一起看星星的我们吗？
今晚，我的天空没有星星。
可是很宁静，很舒服。
平复了的心情，很难再泛起涟漪吧～
Halo 2013! 新年快乐～！
而我已跨越了，走到了2013。
我们不再同步。
美好的2012划上句点。
再美丽的回忆也只能停留在2012的回忆里。
此刻的你好吗？
大海很宽阔吧？
海浪声好听吗？
岛上很热闹吧？
今晚是否满天星星？
你抬头看星星了吗？
你还记得喜欢满天星星的我吗？
你还记得那天一起看星星的我们吗？
今晚，我的天空没有星星。
可是很宁静，很舒服。
平复了的心情，很难再泛起涟漪吧～
Halo 2013! 新年快乐～！
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