I'll Love You Still

I've been thinking it over and over again these days.
The memories between us, good and bad, keep appearing in my mind, non-stoply.
There was once I am really nearly to give up.
And there was once I wanna walk to your front and tell you how I feel.

Sometimes, I think I am crazy cos what I am doing right now is definitely not the me from the past who would be able to do it.
I think, I am deeply, madly falling in love with you.
I wanna share with you everything I know, everything I have,
and every moment of happiness and sadness.
I want you to know my everything just like I wanna know everything of you.

I know there's alot of differences and alot of obstacles between us.
But I wanna tell you now, I will never be afraid.
There's a voice from my heart telling me my true feelings.
I know, I have met someone who I wanna spend my rest of the life with.

Love is so amazing.
It comes unconsciously and suddenly.
I never be so sure about my feelings of love.
Just like I never met someone like you.

I am not sure if there's one fine day you will be able to read this.
And I am not sure if there is a happy ending between us.
But there's one thing for sure, I wanna tell you how much I love you.
It's more than I can imagine.
I will love you still even it takes years for you to know about it.
And I will love you still until one day it is impossible for us to make it.

Yes, this is a love letter for you. And you will know who you are.

人生苦短，但是爱原来可以很长，很久

每一个人出生后都坐bb 车，
小孩子踩单车，
长大后坐私家车，
老了总会需要坐救护车，
到了人生的最后时刻坐的就是黑箱车。

每一个人从出生的那一刻就已经知道注定有两腿一伸的时候。
人生真的很短。
但是，我真的希望在这短短的人生里，我可以对你说，我真的爱过你。。。

＊看着《On Call 36小时》的霎时感触。

勇敢去爱

很多时候，我往往因为太在意别人看我的眼光，太在意别人对我的评价，
当幸福靠近时，我却止步，不敢往前跨步。
很多时候，因为我的胆小懦弱，我后悔了。后悔没有积极争取，没有适时地表达自己最真的想法，也没有向对方坦诚。
当错过了，一切已经太迟。

人生没有take 2，幸福也许只有一次。
我想，此时此刻的我想通了。
在爱情里，我一直是胆小鬼，一直渴望别人付出，而自己坐收渔翁之利。
现在，我想大声呼喊，“我绝对不会再像以前一样”！
现在的我想做一个敢爱敢恨，勇敢追求自己幸福的女孩。
我不会再在意别人对我的眼光，因为我必须对自己负责，对自己坦诚。
哪怕，积极争取后的结果是那么的不如人愿，那又如何？
至少，我没有后悔。我做了我分内应该做的事。结果如何，已经不在我的控制范围。

现在的我只想勇敢去爱！
当我献出我的真心，我的关怀，企求的不一定是你的回应，
因为我只要你知道，我是真的喜欢你！
那样真的已经足够。

When everything gets back to normal

After a series of memorable events in the month of June 2012, the good ones and bad ones, everything gets back to its original track. Yea, it's June, one of my favourite month of the year after December (the Christmas month, of course). I would like to say thanks to my dearly friends and colleagues for such a wonderful celebration for my birthday this year. I really really had a good time with you all and the celebration is awesome! Thank you. Of course, not to forget a friend of mine who brought me to Pulau Tioman for my very first experience of Scuba Diving. It's superb and I swear I wanna get myself to be a certified diver real soon! Stay tune... =)

Well, today is 3rd July 2012, another unbreathable busy day. Rush in and out for appointments and come back with a "mountain" of works on the desk waited to be done. No matter how, I know I can make it! It's a kind of motivation for me (reverse thinking). Yea, I am totally good with it.

So, everything has back to normal. Jiayou Angeline! You know you can make it no matter how many challenges lie ahead. Jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)