Wish you well

This is really the end... I suppose.
Just a few words keep repeating on my mind.

To whoever she is,
Please help me to take a really good care of him. Listen to him, ease his worries, always show your support. He is a good man with a lot of pressure he put on himself.

Love him unconditionally as he is a lonely man whose heart is always wanted a loving hug.

Take him on an adventure as he likes that a lot.

Take care of his health as he is not very often treating himself right.

Spend him some sweet gift and those he needs because he basically doesn't really spend for himself.

To whoever she is,
Love him till the end and never let go.

To who I am referring to,
I miss you.

48 days to go

The days are counting down...
It's like a clock that you can't stop the time passing by.
Everything has gone as planned,
And my time with you is now left only a month and half.

How would all this end?
What would be our last moment together looks like?
What's gonna be the last word you gonna say to me?
I have been practicing this for a while,
And I am gonna make sure that I am not gonna cry, definitely not!

A life of yours without me, and a life of mine without you,
I guess both will be just fine.
I have prepared you a bright future with your business carrying on without me.
And I have prepared my life without you, I just need to get use to it.

We will not going to see each other anymore after that,
and we are not going to talk to each other anymore too.

Hell yeah, let's live our own happy life in our own way, without crossing to each other's anymore.

The days are counting down...

I'm just dreaming

It just all about my dreaming.
I should have knew it.
Nothing would change and there's a fact that he won't change at all.

Things to let go just let it be.
No more hesitation, no more worries.
He will be just fine, even without you.

What should I do?

Some people says,
The hardest decision in life is to let go or to hold on.

I thought I have convinced myself to accept the fact that we gonna end soon.
But you hold me on to walk the path with you for a bit longer again.
And suddenly, all have been firm in my mind are no longer standing strong at it's point.

What should I do?

To stay, but too much heartache and I am not sure how much more I can stand with it.

To leave, if only I know you gonna do good and you gonna be fine, perhaps more than just fine.

You asked me what I don't like to do, so we can remove it and I can stay with you.
But what I truly wanna to tell you is that, everything and everytime with you is wonderful, but it is the uncertainty from you and those girls around you that pushes me away.

I know I shouldn't stop you from pursuing your happiness, but please, I just don't want to see it by myself. At least my heart will not broken again.

How I wish I could tell myself what will be the best choice for us, for you and for me.