平常心

从过往的经历中，我慢慢学会了“平常心”。
不再那么执着于无法掌握，也无法改变的人或事。
秉着一颗平常心，既来之，则安之。

世界之大，不是所有的事都那么尽如人意。
也有很多事一开始也不如预期般美丽，还需要很多的努力去达成它。
勇敢地接受它的不完美。
就算有天它成为了一个遗憾，就让它埋藏在回忆里，成为生命里一个美丽的遗憾。

人的一生真的不是那么完美。
完美的人生也是从一堆的遗憾，无奈和失败中堆砌而成。
只要你尽力了，剩下的就让时间去证明。

也许我也会害怕，有些美好的人和事也在我的生命里倒数。
也许这些过于美好，好到不可思议的人和事其实也不可能一辈子。
那，我想，我努力过，也不遗憾了。

活在当下！

Old Stuff Love

I like old stuff!
Oldies, old movies, old stories, old photos...
I don't think it's kinda outdated or something, in fact I think it's fascinating!

Most of the time, I am attracted by the history behind every old stuff.
It's a story that has undergone for years.
How they was looked like? What they had gone through? What makes them become what they are now?
I find that I am just too excited to find out more, everything.

Most of the time, new is not better than the old one, at least for me it's always true.

Well, you may call me "The Old Folk Angeline"...
I just wanna tell you that, I don't care~ =P

Time will tell...

I believe,
It's the time, not the physical distance could tell everything.

Uncertainty, worry about the future, and a heart afraid of hurt...
I admit, I couldn't concentrate on work today.
I was thinking about someone, something.

Perhaps, I shouldn't think about anything.
Time will show me the right path.

Still, I am a bit emotional today.
I wish he could stay. I just don't want to leave him.
That's my selfish thought and it remains just a dream.

I think I'm falling for someone.
Time will tell if it is true...

Dangerous Love

There's a danger in loving somebody too much...
I should have learnt it since the last painful experience.
The wound on heart that he gave is still fresh.

But, how could I allowing myself to fall in love again?

He is a very charming guy.
I really wish I could believe in every word he said, i really want to trust him with my whole heart and soul.
But I am scared...
I am scared of returning to the grey world again, a place I don't see sunlight and colors of the world.
A place I don't trust love and a place I am losing myself.

I am praying...
I hope the God could hear my prayers.
Release me from all the fears and give me courage, to prove to the one I wish to spend my life with,
to create a new world of happiness with my own hands.

If I can't, then please remove all the memories from my mind.