Simple but true happiness

Always, I work really hard to attain a goal so-called "better life". But what is the definition of better life? Wealth? Social Status? Authority?

And now, I realise, I never want to be in a circle where wealth, power and authority, higher-end society and etc around me. I never want to attend any private event where you have to wear not a really comfortable dress, high heels and wine and good food are served. I can see, people who attend those kind of functions are not really find themselves comfortable in every corner. They just pretend to fit in the environment. Nonetheless, they are still finding every way to get themselves into this circle.

I met "the ex" last night in a private function. He was in a well suit with a partner. We sat down on the same table and had a little chat. I had a thought in mind. I felt lucky because I wasn't be with him that time and I never want to have a life like this with him! He is rich and charming as before, but his life, his circle is a place I never want to be in.

I love freedom, I love to laugh or cry as I want, and I want just a simple life with the loved one. That is my true happiness!

And then, I thought of a guy...

一个人的旅行

需要一个人的旅行，
让烦乱的思绪得以整理，
让压抑的心情得以纾解，
让负面的想法得以释放。

该遗忘的人，该看清的事，该收拾的结局。

原谅我的自私，我的冲动，我的任性。
我只想抛下一切，潇洒地为自己活一次。

女人

女人啊，
爱可以很美，可以很伟大。
但是，不停的眷恋，一味的付出，到最后终究受伤。

女人啊，
生命可以很美，世界可以很大，没有谁应该为谁停留。
生命里需要去做的事，到过的地方，太多太多。
请让生命发光，发热。

廉价的爱，不提也罢。
没有结果的爱，不爱也罢。
不值得留恋的人，不留也罢。

女人啊，
你值得拥有更多，更好的人生。
珍惜生命，活得精彩！
为自己鼓掌！

忘了他

Someone like him...

He is very gentle in speaking.
He is very caring and thoughful.
He is humorous and can be a bit naughty sometime.
Very cheeky yet funny.

He is mature enough most of the time to solve any problems.
And he mastered the skill and knowledge in most of the common interest between me and him.

He is very dedicated to work.
He is friendly and helpful to everyone.
And he loves his family, especially his mum I guess.

He is not perfect.
He can be very forgetful sometimes.
But he never forget those important dates.
He drives very fast.
But he never be reckless in driving.
He loves to sleep.
But he wakes up for work regardless how many hours he has slept last night.
He is a smoker.
But he will avoid smoking in front of me as he knows that I don't like it.

He is definitely not a perfect guy.
But someone like him, to me, is more than perfect.
Someone like him, who I dare not dream of.

Where we belong

Last night movie - Rhythm of The Rain brought me 2 messages:

1) It's always hard to tell how true a man's love.
He could love you from the first sight, do whatever things to get you, and then you and him finally together. But this is not the end of the story. And then in the later part, the ex comes into picture. The man could still love you, but there is an "ex"......

2) Miracle does not exist.
There's no such thing like love is no boundary. Different background, different world of living, and all the differences build up a great wall that you can't get it through. Love can build the bridge? Yes, I used to agree with this but now, it seems doesn't exist.

And then, the movie told me that:
"Stay with where you belong, be with those who lives in your world. After all, there's no place belongs to you. Never ever think of entering into someone's life because it hurts!"

I guess, you and her could make up a perfect match. She is part of your world and she is always there for you. But I hope, deep inside your heart, there's always a little place where it stores the only memory we shared.

Life is like a train

Life is like a train.
You will meet a lot of people throughout your journey.
Some people go up to the train and leave in just a short distance.
Some might stay longer.
Sadly, not everyone is going to stay with you until the end.

Blessing to the one who leave,
And cherish the one who stay.

No matter what,
the train is keep moving on,
and there's no turning back until the end.

Cheers to the beautiful life!

=)

If this is it...
If the miracle doesn't happened in the end...
If you have found the one you wish for...

I guess, I'll keep my smiling face,
as brighter as ever,
as wonderful as ever.

And I'll cross my finger,
wishing the best to you,
from the very deep bottom of my heart.

And I,
Moving forward.
Life goes on.

Moving Forward

You know, I am glad I have moved forward.

Even though I might think of you sometimes, 

once in a while, out of sudden.

Perhaps of the tons of workload,

Perhaps of the clearer minded,

And perhaps of the will of the heart that has decided to never turn back.

I am me again...

Just not exactly the same like before.

It is just another growing process, I guess, and I am pleased to have it... =)