Something is missing

Finally, we have moved out from the house where we have been staying for the last 4 years.
A place full with memories...
A place where we grow up to become a better person...
A place where it accompanies us for all the good and bad moments...
A place where I will never forget.

Now, everything has changed.
The place to live, the place to work, the moment when heart to heart...
I know, nothing could turn it back.
That's what life all about.
Sometimes, there is something or someone which / who you cherish alot,
when the timing is past, it means past..
It's all over.
And you just can't help it, no matter how hard you try to sustain it.
It just didn't turned out to be the way you want it to be.

It's kinda sad.
In chinese, there is a phrase saying that "有遗憾的人生才能体现生活的美丽".
It means, only an imperfect life could lead us to experience the true beauty of living.
I guess this is the only faith I have to keep me stronger, to keep me moving forward.

Love, happiness.... Will it be possible to me?
I don't know.
At least, I know it is quite impossible for me at the moment.
Sometimes, I am wondering, what if I never met you, I will not be so disappointed to my life as what I am right now.
However, sometimes, I am still thanking God to bring you into my life.
Because, if it is not you, I will never know how much I could sacrifice for loving you,
and what is the best way to love you.
I guess, the best way to love you is letting you go...
Go for your very own happiness, go for your dreams, and go for whatever you wanna do in this life.

And I,
I will be here, wishing you all the best, seeing you succeed someday...
And until that day, I will be really happy for you, even we are never being together.

Something is missing, something has changed,
but thanks God, it has been once passing through my life,
And I can still remember every single moment just like it was happened yesterday.