Carpe Diem • 活在当下

Carpe Diem, living the moment.

活在当下，多么的潇洒，多么的自由。
而我，不知道从什么时候开始已经变得不再那么勇敢。
当生命里在乎的事，在乎的人，渐渐地走远。
而我，连想抓住的资格都没有。
一次，两次，三次。。。
每一次都告诉自己，那是最后一次了。

也许，因为如此，曾经勇敢的心已经在淌血，慢慢的变得不再勇敢。
也许命运玩弄了我。。。
也许幸运之神遗忘了我。。。

而我，只剩下我。
安慰鼓励着受伤的心，告诉自己，活在当下就已足够。
只要那时的自己快乐着，其他已经不再重要。

Dilemma, but that's okay

At some point of life, I wonder what love is?
A companionship?
A touch that makes your heart beats faster?
Or a lot a lot of touching and sweet memories?

I am confused, with the decision to stay or leave.
Is that because I could never able to give in it all again?
Or I am just phobia of the heartache?

But why, he still makes him the first thing I am thinking of every morning?
Why am I cared so much about him?
Why the time spent with him is always a good time even though sometimes we are just doing nothing?

Someday, one day, I will make a decision,
When my heart is ready.