命运和幸运

命运是一种很奇妙的东西...
往往你以为的却偏偏来不及发生
而当你已放弃, 不奢望的时候,它又悄悄地, 不经意地实现了...

曾经懊恼, 不愿甘心败给了命运
几经挣扎却不得要领...
渐渐地也明白了"不强求"和"放下"
相信失去了才可以再拥有...

害怕失败的过去, 现在也勇敢地面对未来.
如果不曾失败,又怎能得到胜利?

幸福不难, 却难能可贵
珍惜幸福活着的每一天
曾经幸福过, 那也是一种幸运...


致远方的某人, 生日快乐!
致这里坚强快乐的我, 幸福万岁!

不完美命运里的，完美。

命运怎么总是喜欢为人决定一生？
那么的不经意，毫无准备的情况下，
却又偏偏那么美好，心动。

明明以为注定的那个人，却又慢慢渐行渐远。
而另一个人又在最不可能的时间点“蹦”了出来。

告诉自己，不可以轻易地再坠入这个爱情陷阱。
却又不小心，在他弹着吉他，唱着情歌的那霎那间，慢慢沦陷。

看清也明白，今生的命运不会那么平坦，
也已经接受了爱情路上所有的不完美。
可是，那么一个温柔的他，虽然不完美，却又不完美的那么迷人。
而那样的他，这样的我，如何自处？

小小的心灵也小心翼翼地许愿，
如果可以，请告诉我，这样的我也可以拥有这样的幸福。
长长久久，一生一世的幸福。

而他，那样的他，不完美得完美的他。
真心期许，我们正在交错的命运也可以在不完美中完美的延续下去。
就算爱得步步惊心，也愿意用一生的风景来交换一个有你的幸福，
直到永远，永远。

Angeline's Evolution

I am keeping my mind a little bit restless lately...

It's a beginning of another level of life I suppose.

I see myself evolving...

from asking who am I, what is this, and why 

to seeing clearly who I am and want to be.

Though I am still the friendly, lovely, kind but ego and stubborn Angeline as I used to be.

The restless mind is keep discovering, analysing, making decisions and then being determined and responsible for all the decisions made.

Though it's not as smooth as it's planned, but the bitter sweet mistakes are all well-appreciated.

I met a wrong guy, I made a wrong judgement and even I might have ruined a better future due to a wrong decision.

However, all and all of this do not resist me to keep going. I could be just fixing all the mistake to the best I can.

I see courage growing deep within me.

The wrong guy I met I could be just erasing from the friend's list, and perhaps keeping him out of my life.

The wrong judgement I made I could be just open up my heart to accept it once again.

The wrong decision I made I could be just keep going until the end. No one would ever know what's the ending story, as no one could ever tell if this is a wrong decision. It could be right when the timing is right.

And the most important thing is, I started to love myself even more.