June

June, my birthday month...
But I'm not happy...

Too many things happened expectedly and unexpectedly.
What's gone wrong with my life that I used to have?
Honestly, I am in deep depressed.
Alot of why and unsolved matters.

June has passed by quietly.
I am forced to be strong, independent and tough.
Even though I know I am just want to be a girl that still relying on someone else.
But at this very moment, I am forced to grow up.

Good or bad, now it's the turning point.
With too much disappointment and grieve, I eagerly wish to change.
To change to a better me, a better future, and a better life.
I wish I could shine again.

God, I know it is a challenge that u bring to me in my life.
I hope you could still hold my hands and guide me to the brightness.
I hope you do not give up hope on me, lead me until the day I can stand up high.
God bless!