我以为

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道　妳對他有那麼好

妳說會懂　我的失落不是靠寬容就能夠解脫

我以為我出現的時候剛好　妳和他正說要分開

我以為妳己對他不再期待　不縱容他再給妳傷害

我以為我的溫柔能給妳整個宇宙　我以為我能全力填滿妳感情的缺口　

專心陪在妳左右　彌補他一切的錯　

也許我太過天真　以為奇蹟會發生

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白　他的心已不在妳身上

我的關心妳依然無動於衷　我的以為只是我以為

他讓妳紅了眼眶　妳卻還笑著原諒　

原來妳早就想好　妳要留在誰的身旁　

我以為我夠堅強　卻一天天的失望(卻輸得那麼絕望)　

少給我一點希望　希望就不是奢望

Do you really know what is love?

I am not the expert.

And I have no much experience in this.

Perhaps, I never know how to love someone before (apart from my family).

If you follow my blog, or if you are my close friends,

you will know how much I am suffering, struggling lately.

This is the most terrible time I ever have after living in this world for 27 years. 

There are so many times I hope I never met him, at least I am still the happy me.

But there are times I am feeling grateful to have him in my life.

Even though it's never be a happy ending, still, it teaches me what is "Love"...

Love could be blind.

But I think love makes everything borderless, makes everything possible.

No matter what religions, which races, what's your economy status, where you are... etc, 

love is like a bridge that connects all kind of differences and makes it a complete circle.

Sometimes, love doesn't lead you to the happy ending.

But I learned, love is when you see him surrounded by his own happiness, even though the girl standing besides of him is not you, you will still be happy for him. Because you know, there's someone out there who can take care of him as good as you.

Love is, when the sparks are all over, you still need him to be in your life every minute every second.

It's just like how much you need air to survive.

Love is, whenever he has a good time or bad time, you will always by his side, sharing his laughters and tears. You know, you never want to miss any life event of him, big or small.

Love is not occupying him fully, but to let him go, give him freedom to do whatever things he wanna do. Giving him 100% support with no regrets. 

Love is, no matter how long the time has past, you will remember his every single little things. He will become your first thing and last thing to think of every morning and night.

Love is, when you have no chance to tell him how much you love, how much you care, and still, you couldn't find a reason or a solution to forget him.

I think, this is what love's all about...

"I love U, no matter you know it or not..."

学习更爱自己

该过去的，会过去的。
学习更爱自己，学习为梦想而努力。
活在当下。

生活很美，
幸福不一定需要别人给予。
创造属于自己的幸福也可以很美。

一个人的旅程更可以品味人生。
世界之大，还有太多地方，太多风景等待着。
只要那样想着，也许渐渐地，我们的曾经也会走入历史。
曾经存在着，很美，
但也已经被收藏在某处。
也许某天会不小心地想起。
我想，那时，很多事，很多人也已经不再一样了罢。

下一次

也许，当初我陷得太深，
毫无保留地让你看见最真的自己。

也许，留些神秘才能抓着这分缘分。

我问了问自己，
如果下一次，再一次的机会，我还会毫无保留地奉献吗？
想了想，
心告诉了我答案，“会”！

不论经过多少次，我还是我。
不论在什么时候，我还是想做最真的那个我。

Humble - One's Self-Cultivation

I am not sure this is a culture over here, but I realise that people tend to speak loud but do less.

Looking around, people always think they are good enough and over-confident on every situations. 

In fact, when problems come, they have no idea how to deal with it because they are not well-prepared.

The worst thing is, they never realise their weaknesses and keep thinking that they are good enough until the next time, the same problem arises and still, they have no idea how to deal with it. Over and over the years, there's no improvement at all because they do not accept others advises.

Well, this kind of people are surrounding you and me. Perhaps you might be one of them too. Take some time and think about it. No one in this world knows everything. We are not God. If you are humble enough, you are actually gaining more from every aspect. Learn from each others to get ready yourself for all the challenges that may come to you in future. 

I would say, Humble is one of the elements that represents one's self-cultivation. If you think speaking loud in front of everybody could gain you more respects from others, then prove it with what you say, not just saying. That's the way that people starts to respect you.

The Heavenly Scotland

Suddenly...
Just suddenly...
I think of my all time dream place -- Scotland,
A place that I am always want to go.

I know, one day, I will make my dream comes true!

酸甜苦辣的人生

人生，多么广阔的名词，
涵盖的是一辈子。

人生虽说漫长，可也只是那短短几十年。
猛然回首，赫然发现，
爸爸的两鬓已经白发斑斑，
妈妈的眼尾也已布满了岁月的痕迹。

而我，如今也在社会里翻滚数年。
虽然资历尚浅，但人生的酸甜苦辣却总是让我无尽感慨，无奈。。。
人生在世，有得有失。
也许看开了，得失也就不再重要。
也许更为重要的是过程。
不论酸甜苦辣，都一样享受人生，细品过程。

请记得，我们只活一次！