Someone

There's someone out there (except ur parent and family), who knows you better than any one else or even urself... Again, I m the lucky one.

To my "someone", knowing u it's like the most precious gift I have.. Life in such a cruel city like KL is never been so lovely without u.. There are so many words, so many things I wanna say out loud in front of u (I know u new it), but it will be better to write it out here. I am a coward..

I wanna thank u for being a perfect guardience to lead me and teach me all the time.
I wanna thank u for sharing ur stories and experiences to make me a better one.
I wanna thank u for lending ur ears to listen my problems.
I wanna thank u for lending ur shoulders when I m in tears.
I wanna thank u for scolding me when I do not performing well.
I wanna thank u for spending so much time and effort to transform me from a little girl to a giant.
I wanna thank u for all the good times and bad times we shared.
I wanna thank u for understanding me so well. a move, a smile, an eye contact, u already knows wat I am thinking about.

My "someone", u know the thanks here are going to be endless. You are more than a senior and friend to me... U are my someone special.

My "someone", please dun worry about me. I will prove u I can do better even without u here with me. When the time we meet again, u will surprise of my changes. I promise! So, go for ur dreams and take care. U know, I will miss u badly!

Looking forward... =)

Another year gone. Summary of the year of 2009?? Hmm... nothing much different from the previous year, but I m growing up again, to certain level of my life.

Compared to year 2008, I would say...

1) I m more mature, in the way of thinking and doing things.

2) In my career, I find that I m handling it better and better right now, even though it is still not good enough.

3) In year 2009, I experienced sth that I never think it could happen in my life. The storyline goes exactly same as in the movie. Fortunately, I am still me, in well-form! Haha! A good experience and lesson, indeed.

4) Talks about friendship... I am still in the big family of the so-called "mei hua gang"... Thanks sisters, really appreciate it!
To those friends in Batu Pahat, Malacca, KL and wherever place you are, I am appreciate your love to me. Although I m not very active in the group gathering, you are still one of the biggest part in my mind.

5) Talks about relationship... I am single! haha! I m wondering if the nice meeting with Chin could be considered?? =P Well, thanks God for me to know this guy and his cute family. We are friend now.

6) About my family, we are moving into a new house this year and all of us love the house so much~ It's like staying in another part of the world, far from the noise and haze. A very peaceful and comfy place.


2010 is the year of Tiger (in Chinese calender), is my year (I was born in the year of Tiger as well)! Hopefully it will be as good as before. The most important thing, I wish my dreams could be fulfilled this year. I m looking forward... =)

Something my heart wanna say...

I dunno whether I am thinking too much... but I can feel the difference among us...
I guess, I know the reason behind...

Life is tough.. We cannot please everyone.
Every single ppl in this world has their very unique perception and way of doing things.
Some ppl follow the majority,
some ppl go for the unique one,
and there's some, like me, finding the balance in between and choose the best one from our own view...
Even though i might be wrong sometimes...
But the intention is always true from the bottom of heart.

"Coordination" is one of my favourite word.
To me, the best coordination is when you can actually find the exactly 50-50 win-win solution among all that please everybody and no one get hurt from it.
It's not an easy job, but I guess I can take it.

I m very flexible.
And I can accept "almost" everythings without any obligation,
as long as it is not ridiculous.
That's the main reason why I m good in coordination.
Unfortunately, people may misjudge me with "no definite view"...

Attach my very own old phrase,
" You do not know me..."

That's all my heart wanted to say...
Maybe I m wrong...
But, I already done what I feel best to the situation and everybody.
Accept or Reject is already beyond my control.
And I never want to force anybody to agree with me cos I respect their difference.

Hopefully one day my heart could be hear...
But I know it's near impossible...
Bcos most of the time, You Do Not Know Me...
Perhaps, it's just like I never understand YOU~

There's something i wanna do in my life

Yeah, suddenly....
alot of thoughts in my mind.

But, i'm confused...
I am lost again in the middle of my journey.

Day in day out,
I am repeating my life day after day.

Time passes by,
I have forgotten my dreams, my hopes and my initial thoughts...

Who am i?
Where am i??
What am i doing rite now??!!

No, it's not what i want and where i wanna be rite now!
I want it more...

There's not much time for me now.
It's time to make decision.

But, suddenly,
I am confused again...

Time will get me through...
I will find the way...

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Wahh... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5! I have 5 days holidays!!

Haha! Well, dun envy me. It's a gift after a long tiring work.

How am I going to full-use this 5 precious days??
Hmm... still figuring out.

But, that's one thing for sure... I am gonna have a good good rest.

Forget all the unhappy events,

Enjoy the life in a small town where it's not so crowded and noisy,

Recharge the battery to walk further.

Sleep... sleep... Tonite, we sleep in a wonderland.

Goodnite, guys!

U do not know me...

Not many people in this world knows the real me.
Not even my friends around me (except a few of them and of course my family)

I am a typical Gemini, with multi personality.
It just like a lot of different persons living in a single body shell.
Sometimes, the one that shows in front of everybody may not really be the one that actually lives inside of me.

People starts judging me from their perception.
But unfortunately, most of the time, they are untrue.
And I never feel to explain any wrong judgement cos I really dun care.
As long as I know wat is the real me.

I could be a random person where i have not much requirement and expectation on anybody else around me.
But it doesn't mean that I could accept any ridiculous things given.
People may think that i m weak.
They start doing "things" in front and behind of me without any respectation.
And yet, they are still feeling "proud" of the things they have done.

Thing that really disappointed me most is, this person appears to be my friend for such a long time.
Could you feel the pain of disappointment?? Do you??
Please think back urself, have I ever say any single bad thing in front and behind of u even though I know u did it?!
Did I ever spread around or create any story to anybody else around us?!
If yes, please list it down! I m ready to hear....

I am extremely disappointed on u.
This time, you are really too much. It's already beyond my limitation.

PS:
Thanks alot to someone who guides me and cheers me up in all the way. Thanks alot! I m really feeling better right now. Thanks for your support as well. Thanks thanks thanks!!!

100% Perfect Guy

It's nearly impossible to meet any 100% Perfect Guy in this world.

Definition of 100% Perfect Guy:
- No smoking
- No drinking
- No clubbing
- Gentleman
- Generous
- Humorous
- Understanding
- Loves his family, wife and children
- Honest
- Humble
- Rich
- Capable
- Good looking
- Mature
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.
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etc...

Honestly, I never met one before (except my dad, he is a 100% Perfect Guy and Dad!) until last nite.
How lucky I was to meet this guy for dinner last nite.
It's really one of the happiest things that happen to me so far.

Who is the 100% Perfect Guy i am talking about?
He is our client.
The rest i will remain secret as i respect his privacy. =)