Best Wishes

Perhaps, you will never understand the meaning of "Love" to me...

That's a will power that allows me to do anything, just for you.
That's the warmest touch and hug from me, for you.
That's a kind of letting you go, to pursue your own happiness.

If that's the girl you are dreaming of,
If you with her could bring you the eternity happiness,
If she loves you back the same and willing to hold your hands forever...

Then, the let go from me is worthwhile.

You said, you can't wait to see the end of the stories for both of us after 10 years.
From your eyes, I see your confidence.
Do you know that, I never thought I could win this. Rather, I hope you are right and by that time, you already have your own family, surrounded by your kids.

Cupid has forgotten me, and I never win, not even once.
But that's okay.

Forgive me that I have to get myself out from your world the soonest possible.
I can't imagine how would I be, seeing you with your only one.
Let the time washes away our memories.
Perhaps, the only thing I wish is, someday sometime at somewhere, you could think of me out of a sudden.
That will prove my existence.

Someday, sometime, there was a girl who ever appearred in your life,
And she was fine...

Happiness is a balance of being

When satisfaction filled your heart,
when gratitude is always in your mind,
and when expectation is minimal,
that is called happiness (I guess).

When you decide to let go the unwanted,
and when you open up your heart to welcome the unexpected love,
Happiness will finally comes around (I guess).

Life is always tough,
And I certainly will not give up the faith and principal, believing that the right one will be just around the corner.
Loneliness isn't something scary, and waiting is not a disaster.
One fine day, I'll see you, someone truly mine, will come around.

A deep breath, a peaceful mind and a loving heart,
I promise myself...
Before 2017, I am gonna be only the happy girl again.

Status: 370 days memories paused

Another sleepless night...

Thinking about the past 370 days.

On 30th October 2015, two strangers met.

For the past 370 days, I fell in love, heart-broken, tried and failed.

For the past 370 days, I turned from a smiling girl to someone who forgotten the smile.

The ups and downs.

Perhaps it's time to call for a pause.

Let my mind rest, 

Let my heart clear,

Let the voice from the heart to be hear.

Perhaps it's the time to bring back the smiling Angeline.

And perhaps it's time to let go.