Since when I have started to accept the imperfection in life.
I'm glad I am mature enough right now to deal with all the imperfections, the failures and the sadness.
People come and go...
The happiest and the sweetest moments are never last forever, I understand.
The affection is just a shapeless thing, the feeling of love and attraction are the fundamental.
Most of the time, it comes without signal, so as when it's gone.
I feel terrible as I am always the first one to fall for and the last one to leave.
He said he would like to find only the right one.
Who's gonna be the right one? How to become the right one?
It seems to be a question without an answer.
I guess I have a sixth sense or something that I think I have predicted things happened recently.
And I guess that's why I live my every moment with him to the fullest.
And that's why the last moment with him before I left was so heart-breaking.
My tears dropped non-stoply along the way to the airport. And it was even worst when the plane had set-off.
I remembered the old lady sitting beside of me was so so dearly and friendly to me. I guess she felt my sadness too.
"Your happiness shouldn't depend on others." He told me that.
Yes, I fully agree and that's why I have done all the stupid things.
Dealing with the imperfections, it's like going through the life path, it happens all the while.
Persistent, strong-minded, optimistic, and a heart that never stop believing.
Hey, thanks for giving me the motivation, to become someone better than who I am right now,
In all aspects.
I hope, the next time when u see me (if we are still going to see each other), I'll be a different person, a better one I hope.
