Monday, June 22, 2015

幸福的瞬间

那悄悄降临的幸福,如奇迹般发生了。
像璀璨的烟花,在寂静的夜空中无肆地绽放着。
很美,很美。

一颗受伤破碎了的心,以为不会再爱上任何人。
却在此刻遇见了奇迹般的烟花。
不知道在什么时候,破碎了的心在你细心的呵护下,慢慢地,一片片还原。
不知道从什么时候开始,你亲切的问候成为了我每天面对人生的勇气。
再困难的挑战,因为有你在,也就不再害怕。

两颗心跨越了整个印度洋,慢慢地靠近。。。

我的2015年,与你,在人群中拥吻,在无数的烟花见证下,梦幻般的开始。
你好似有魔力般,让每一次的相处都充满了幸福,温暖,还有满满的安全感。
蜜糖和巧克力,这世上还有什么比这两个东西的结合更为甜蜜?

那天晚上,你说爱我,你看不见我内心的宇宙已经围绕着整个太阳系翻转了几遍。
但是面对当时的你,我却无从表达我已经爆发的宇宙。欲言又止。
你知道吗?我害怕。害怕这样的幸福正在倒数。
多么希望时间就这样静止,我和你就可以像这样,永远都不要分开。

烟花再美都会陨落。
也许只有这些和你一起,所有我们幸福的瞬间,
在我有生的记忆里才可以变为永恒。

今年的生日,我向天空许一个愿。
如果时光可以倒流,请让我再次遇见你。
如果未来我们已经白发苍苍,请让我再遇见你,不说别的,只想问你一句,你好吗?

擦干眼泪,我要坚强起来。
没有你的保护,我要努力地走完我的人生。
不爱了。。。


Friday, May 1, 2015

The Imperfect Life

Since when I have started to accept the imperfection in life.
I'm glad I am mature enough right now to deal with all the imperfections, the failures and the sadness.

People come and go...
The happiest and the sweetest moments are never last forever, I understand.
The affection is just a shapeless thing, the feeling of love and attraction are the fundamental.
Most of the time, it comes without signal, so as when it's gone.

I feel terrible as I am always the first one to fall for and the last one to leave.

He said he would like to find only the right one.
Who's gonna be the right one? How to become the right one?
It seems to be a question without an answer.

I guess I have a sixth sense or something that I think I have predicted things happened recently.
And I guess that's why I live my every moment with him to the fullest.
And that's why the last moment with him before I left was so heart-breaking.
My tears dropped non-stoply along the way to the airport. And it was even worst when the plane had set-off.
I remembered the old lady sitting beside of me was so so dearly and friendly to me. I guess she felt my sadness too.

"Your happiness shouldn't depend on others." He told me that.
Yes, I fully agree and that's why I have done all the stupid things.

Dealing with the imperfections, it's like going through the life path, it happens all the while.
Persistent, strong-minded, optimistic, and a heart that never stop believing.

Hey, thanks for giving me the motivation, to become someone better than who I am right now,
In all aspects.

I hope, the next time when u see me (if we are still going to see each other), I'll be a different person, a better one I hope.


Tuesday, March 17, 2015

被动状态

非常不喜欢这种被动状态的感觉。
可是事实又一次次地将我推向这个框框里。

也许是我的冲动,我的执着。

不想重蹈覆撤,不愿再次伤害自己。
相信懂得的人会懂。
下定决心,离开被动状态!

Sunday, February 22, 2015

平常心

从过往的经历中,我慢慢学会了“平常心”。
不再那么执着于无法掌握,也无法改变的人或事。
秉着一颗平常心,既来之,则安之。

世界之大,不是所有的事都那么尽如人意。
也有很多事一开始也不如预期般美丽,还需要很多的努力去达成它。
勇敢地接受它的不完美。
就算有天它成为了一个遗憾,就让它埋藏在回忆里,成为生命里一个美丽的遗憾。

人的一生真的不是那么完美。
完美的人生也是从一堆的遗憾,无奈和失败中堆砌而成。
只要你尽力了,剩下的就让时间去证明。

也许我也会害怕,有些美好的人和事也在我的生命里倒数。
也许这些过于美好,好到不可思议的人和事其实也不可能一辈子。
那,我想,我努力过,也不遗憾了。

活在当下!


Thursday, February 5, 2015

Old Stuff Love

I like old stuff!
Oldies, old movies, old stories, old photos...
I don't think it's kinda outdated or something, in fact I think it's fascinating!

Most of the time, I am attracted by the history behind every old stuff.
It's a story that has undergone for years.
How they was looked like? What they had gone through? What makes them become what they are now?
I find that I am just too excited to find out more, everything.

Most of the time, new is not better than the old one, at least for me it's always true.

Well, you may call me "The Old Folk Angeline"...
I just wanna tell you that, I don't care~ =P

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Time will tell...

I believe,
It's the time, not the physical distance could tell everything.

Uncertainty, worry about the future, and a heart afraid of hurt...
I admit, I couldn't concentrate on work today.
I was thinking about someone, something.

Perhaps, I shouldn't think about anything.
Time will show me the right path.

Still, I am a bit emotional today.
I wish he could stay. I just don't want to leave him.
That's my selfish thought and it remains just a dream.

I think I'm falling for someone.
Time will tell if it is true...