I believe,
It's the time, not the physical distance could tell everything.
Uncertainty, worry about the future, and a heart afraid of hurt...
I admit, I couldn't concentrate on work today.
I was thinking about someone, something.
Perhaps, I shouldn't think about anything.
Time will show me the right path.
Still, I am a bit emotional today.
I wish he could stay. I just don't want to leave him.
That's my selfish thought and it remains just a dream.
I think I'm falling for someone.
Time will tell if it is true...
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Dangerous Love
There's a danger in loving somebody too much...
I should have learnt it since the last painful experience.
The wound on heart that he gave is still fresh.
But, how could I allowing myself to fall in love again?
He is a very charming guy.
I really wish I could believe in every word he said, i really want to trust him with my whole heart and soul.
But I am scared...
I am scared of returning to the grey world again, a place I don't see sunlight and colors of the world.
A place I don't trust love and a place I am losing myself.
I am praying...
I hope the God could hear my prayers.
Release me from all the fears and give me courage, to prove to the one I wish to spend my life with,
to create a new world of happiness with my own hands.
If I can't, then please remove all the memories from my mind.
I should have learnt it since the last painful experience.
The wound on heart that he gave is still fresh.
But, how could I allowing myself to fall in love again?
He is a very charming guy.
I really wish I could believe in every word he said, i really want to trust him with my whole heart and soul.
But I am scared...
I am scared of returning to the grey world again, a place I don't see sunlight and colors of the world.
A place I don't trust love and a place I am losing myself.
I am praying...
I hope the God could hear my prayers.
Release me from all the fears and give me courage, to prove to the one I wish to spend my life with,
to create a new world of happiness with my own hands.
If I can't, then please remove all the memories from my mind.
Sunday, January 25, 2015
永恒的幸运
在适合相爱的天气，我和你相遇。
当两棵寂寞的心慢慢地靠近，拥抱着彼此的伤口慢慢地痊愈。
我以为不会再遇见让我心动的人时，上帝却让我遇见了你。
两棵曾经受伤的心，在暧昧中小心地摸索幸福的方向。
坦白和了解融化了冰。
血液里流着一丝丝的甜蜜。
我们都明白这是怎么一回事。
可是这一次，我们都没有了勇气，不敢再轻易的说爱情。
我们不再承诺永远。
爱吧，我们犹豫了。
放开吧，还有很多很多的不舍。
怕只怕爱着爱着会放弃，
有没有爱着爱着就永远的幸运？
当两棵寂寞的心慢慢地靠近，拥抱着彼此的伤口慢慢地痊愈。
我以为不会再遇见让我心动的人时，上帝却让我遇见了你。
两棵曾经受伤的心，在暧昧中小心地摸索幸福的方向。
坦白和了解融化了冰。
血液里流着一丝丝的甜蜜。
我们都明白这是怎么一回事。
可是这一次，我们都没有了勇气，不敢再轻易的说爱情。
我们不再承诺永远。
爱吧，我们犹豫了。
放开吧，还有很多很多的不舍。
怕只怕爱着爱着会放弃，
有没有爱着爱着就永远的幸运？
Monday, January 12, 2015
The Balance
"物极必反", Chinese's philosophy makes it clear that whatever it is, when it reaches its maximum limits, it will start to turn to the negative side. Just like the "Ying" and the "Yang" that tell exactly how well the world could stay in its harmony, and all of this is because -- The Balance.
Fruits are healthy. However when it is overdosed without having a proper meal, it affects our health.
Exercise is generally good for health too. However, when it is overdosed we might get injured.
Reading seems to be a good habit. However, too much of reading could cause a short-sighted.
There are too many examples to be shown, to prove the importance of balancing in everything we do.
From my past failure love experiences, I have learned something. But to practice well the so-called "Balance" concept, I guess it is still a long way to go.
Fruits are healthy. However when it is overdosed without having a proper meal, it affects our health.
Exercise is generally good for health too. However, when it is overdosed we might get injured.
Reading seems to be a good habit. However, too much of reading could cause a short-sighted.
There are too many examples to be shown, to prove the importance of balancing in everything we do.
From my past failure love experiences, I have learned something. But to practice well the so-called "Balance" concept, I guess it is still a long way to go.
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
SELFISH
Hey the selfish human!
You are living everyday and keep thinking only about yourself.
You are grabbing anything you feel great from others without realising what you already have.
You are seeking respect, wealth and authority without realising that giving a portion to those needy could be one of the happiest thing you could have.
You are too greedy to ask for more, and in order to attain your goal, you are willing to do anything, even things that might hurt someone else.
And then, you have everything you want and you start posting how good life you have in Facebook, Instagram and other social media wishing to gain some attention and respect from people around you.
You basically have everything! And still, you are complaining everything or anyone around you whenever there's something goes against you. And obviously, you never put yourself into others shoes if there's another different story behind all the objections.
I have seen someone who is complaining about a footballer after the match with all the negative words. Obviously, we do not know the footballer in person, and this is a football match and we are only the audience, how could you simply give a comment or judge his personality because of a single incident that you have seen from your point of view? And you are talking so loud and trying to influence others to support your negative comment towards this footballer.
In this incident, I didn't comment much. I keep silent at the end and it doesn't mean I agree with you. It's just that I do not want the argument continues. I do not know the footballer in person as well. But from my point of view, he could have been experiencing some hard time of losing the match and look, this is the World Cup! I bet you could be doing the same or worst if you are losing something that you really wish for. Think about it... And now, could you imagine the disappointment of this footballer?
Writing this over here it's just simple because i think of some incidents or experiences I had before out of sudden. And because of some inspirations from the amazing book of Terry travels with Ukulele.
Selfish human, please think twice and make a change to a better place of living. Out of all, we are just brothers and sisters living on this planet we called it earth with different skin color, races and religions.
=)
You are living everyday and keep thinking only about yourself.
You are grabbing anything you feel great from others without realising what you already have.
You are seeking respect, wealth and authority without realising that giving a portion to those needy could be one of the happiest thing you could have.
You are too greedy to ask for more, and in order to attain your goal, you are willing to do anything, even things that might hurt someone else.
And then, you have everything you want and you start posting how good life you have in Facebook, Instagram and other social media wishing to gain some attention and respect from people around you.
You basically have everything! And still, you are complaining everything or anyone around you whenever there's something goes against you. And obviously, you never put yourself into others shoes if there's another different story behind all the objections.
I have seen someone who is complaining about a footballer after the match with all the negative words. Obviously, we do not know the footballer in person, and this is a football match and we are only the audience, how could you simply give a comment or judge his personality because of a single incident that you have seen from your point of view? And you are talking so loud and trying to influence others to support your negative comment towards this footballer.
In this incident, I didn't comment much. I keep silent at the end and it doesn't mean I agree with you. It's just that I do not want the argument continues. I do not know the footballer in person as well. But from my point of view, he could have been experiencing some hard time of losing the match and look, this is the World Cup! I bet you could be doing the same or worst if you are losing something that you really wish for. Think about it... And now, could you imagine the disappointment of this footballer?
Writing this over here it's just simple because i think of some incidents or experiences I had before out of sudden. And because of some inspirations from the amazing book of Terry travels with Ukulele.
Selfish human, please think twice and make a change to a better place of living. Out of all, we are just brothers and sisters living on this planet we called it earth with different skin color, races and religions.
=)
Monday, November 10, 2014
偶然的涟漪
原来过了那么久，
压抑着不去回忆任何和你有关的一切。
以为恢复平静的生活不再对你遗留一丝的留恋。
偶然的一张照片却震撼了我平静的心。
我知道，有些爱不可能忘记。
有些遗憾会永远留在心底，提醒着我惜福。
我变得更勇敢了。
既然无法忘记，那我愿意诚实地接受，面对。
爱完美的我也终于明白，
接受人生的不完美。
学着享受有缺陷的人生，
只要每天开开心心，你也幸福地活着，
人生也就这样吧！
共勉之
压抑着不去回忆任何和你有关的一切。
以为恢复平静的生活不再对你遗留一丝的留恋。
偶然的一张照片却震撼了我平静的心。
我知道，有些爱不可能忘记。
有些遗憾会永远留在心底，提醒着我惜福。
我变得更勇敢了。
既然无法忘记，那我愿意诚实地接受，面对。
爱完美的我也终于明白，
接受人生的不完美。
学着享受有缺陷的人生，
只要每天开开心心，你也幸福地活着，
人生也就这样吧！
共勉之
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Life goes on... with LOVE
Hi bloggie!
It's November now!
Soon, we are welcoming the last season of the year, the merry Merry Christmas!
Earlier of October, I felt my life was missing some parts...
My soul was trapped somewhere and I just couldn't find the key to unlock it.
I thought I could never love again.
Until one point, on one fine day, out of sudden, unexpectedly...
I found the missing piece...
My heart is warmed again, melted in something we called "Love".
Learned from the past experiences, this time I let the heart follows its destiny.
Time will tell how much love is true.
No more tears, no more heartache, no more rules and no more mind game.
This time, I feel really comfortable with what I have right now.
God bless!
Hey, guess what, Angeline has grown up again.
No more a little girl next-door.
Life is full of hopes and surprises.
When the door is shut, there's always another one opened somewhere and awaited you to discover it.
"平常心" is the faith I am holding right now.
Let the loving heart filled every moment of my life,
And the passion of living to fly high in the sky.
Life is beautiful.
And I'm so alive right now!
Life goes on...
And let it goes with L.O.V.E.
It's November now!
Soon, we are welcoming the last season of the year, the merry Merry Christmas!
Earlier of October, I felt my life was missing some parts...
My soul was trapped somewhere and I just couldn't find the key to unlock it.
I thought I could never love again.
Until one point, on one fine day, out of sudden, unexpectedly...
I found the missing piece...
My heart is warmed again, melted in something we called "Love".
Learned from the past experiences, this time I let the heart follows its destiny.
Time will tell how much love is true.
No more tears, no more heartache, no more rules and no more mind game.
This time, I feel really comfortable with what I have right now.
God bless!
Hey, guess what, Angeline has grown up again.
No more a little girl next-door.
Life is full of hopes and surprises.
When the door is shut, there's always another one opened somewhere and awaited you to discover it.
"平常心" is the faith I am holding right now.
Let the loving heart filled every moment of my life,
And the passion of living to fly high in the sky.
Life is beautiful.
And I'm so alive right now!
Life goes on...
And let it goes with L.O.V.E.
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