WESTLIFE

"Westlife, Westlife, Westlife~!"

The roaring is still fresh in my mind..
And I still remember..
26th May 2001, the night in Bukit Jalil that I'll never forget for the rest of my life...

Wow~ It's almost 10 years!
I can't believe that I m still listening to their songs right now..

Westlife has been the biggest part of my secondary sch memories..
And I started to learn the world since then..

The touch and inspiration from Westlife is always so great to me..
Because of them,

I started to learn English in a proper way..
I started to learn the world map and find the location of Ireland..
I started drawing portraits and most of them are Westlife..
I started to sing English songs..
I started to watch English movies and drama..
I started to learn the english history and culture..
I started to dance like the way Westlife does..
I realised that Scotland has been my most favourite place to go..
I realised that Christmas is my favourite time in a year..
I started to dream..
I started to love..

I love Westlife~! And I always do..
With the love we shared, I'll continue my life path, wonderfuly, confidently and strongly..
And I'll always look forward, until the time we meet again!
Love ya! xoxox

Counting down the date of your return...

Hey someone,
I know you have been leaving KL now..

Suddenly, i m feeling so empty..
Everything is soo blue and my sky turns grey..
My emotion is so weak and my tears juz uncontrolably dropped whenever i saw u in the pictures on my computer screen..

Hey someone,
the journey is belongs to u..
It's ur dream of a lifetime..
If someday, u feel tired, please always remember that u will have our support here..
If someday, u feel lonely, we will always be there for u, lending you our ears..

U know wat, i m gonna miss u so bad..
There gonna be a lot of events going on during the year without ur attendance..
And every single little things happen around me could drown me deep into our old memories..

Hey someone,
The world outside there is so wide yet so wild..
I hope u enjoying the freedom, experiencing the differences, and learning the good one.
Please dun worry about everything here..
Becos, we will make everything here in good form (on your behalf) and waiting patiently for your return..

And for me, i will get ready for my own journey here..
anr our promises..

Someone

There's someone out there (except ur parent and family), who knows you better than any one else or even urself... Again, I m the lucky one.

To my "someone", knowing u it's like the most precious gift I have.. Life in such a cruel city like KL is never been so lovely without u.. There are so many words, so many things I wanna say out loud in front of u (I know u new it), but it will be better to write it out here. I am a coward..

I wanna thank u for being a perfect guardience to lead me and teach me all the time.
I wanna thank u for sharing ur stories and experiences to make me a better one.
I wanna thank u for lending ur ears to listen my problems.
I wanna thank u for lending ur shoulders when I m in tears.
I wanna thank u for scolding me when I do not performing well.
I wanna thank u for spending so much time and effort to transform me from a little girl to a giant.
I wanna thank u for all the good times and bad times we shared.
I wanna thank u for understanding me so well. a move, a smile, an eye contact, u already knows wat I am thinking about.

My "someone", u know the thanks here are going to be endless. You are more than a senior and friend to me... U are my someone special.

My "someone", please dun worry about me. I will prove u I can do better even without u here with me. When the time we meet again, u will surprise of my changes. I promise! So, go for ur dreams and take care. U know, I will miss u badly!

Looking forward... =)

Another year gone. Summary of the year of 2009?? Hmm... nothing much different from the previous year, but I m growing up again, to certain level of my life.

Compared to year 2008, I would say...

1) I m more mature, in the way of thinking and doing things.

2) In my career, I find that I m handling it better and better right now, even though it is still not good enough.

3) In year 2009, I experienced sth that I never think it could happen in my life. The storyline goes exactly same as in the movie. Fortunately, I am still me, in well-form! Haha! A good experience and lesson, indeed.

4) Talks about friendship... I am still in the big family of the so-called "mei hua gang"... Thanks sisters, really appreciate it!
To those friends in Batu Pahat, Malacca, KL and wherever place you are, I am appreciate your love to me. Although I m not very active in the group gathering, you are still one of the biggest part in my mind.

5) Talks about relationship... I am single! haha! I m wondering if the nice meeting with Chin could be considered?? =P Well, thanks God for me to know this guy and his cute family. We are friend now.

6) About my family, we are moving into a new house this year and all of us love the house so much~ It's like staying in another part of the world, far from the noise and haze. A very peaceful and comfy place.


2010 is the year of Tiger (in Chinese calender), is my year (I was born in the year of Tiger as well)! Hopefully it will be as good as before. The most important thing, I wish my dreams could be fulfilled this year. I m looking forward... =)

Something my heart wanna say...

I dunno whether I am thinking too much... but I can feel the difference among us...
I guess, I know the reason behind...

Life is tough.. We cannot please everyone.
Every single ppl in this world has their very unique perception and way of doing things.
Some ppl follow the majority,
some ppl go for the unique one,
and there's some, like me, finding the balance in between and choose the best one from our own view...
Even though i might be wrong sometimes...
But the intention is always true from the bottom of heart.

"Coordination" is one of my favourite word.
To me, the best coordination is when you can actually find the exactly 50-50 win-win solution among all that please everybody and no one get hurt from it.
It's not an easy job, but I guess I can take it.

I m very flexible.
And I can accept "almost" everythings without any obligation,
as long as it is not ridiculous.
That's the main reason why I m good in coordination.
Unfortunately, people may misjudge me with "no definite view"...

Attach my very own old phrase,
" You do not know me..."

That's all my heart wanted to say...
Maybe I m wrong...
But, I already done what I feel best to the situation and everybody.
Accept or Reject is already beyond my control.
And I never want to force anybody to agree with me cos I respect their difference.

Hopefully one day my heart could be hear...
But I know it's near impossible...
Bcos most of the time, You Do Not Know Me...
Perhaps, it's just like I never understand YOU~

There's something i wanna do in my life

Yeah, suddenly....
alot of thoughts in my mind.

But, i'm confused...
I am lost again in the middle of my journey.

Day in day out,
I am repeating my life day after day.

Time passes by,
I have forgotten my dreams, my hopes and my initial thoughts...

Who am i?
Where am i??
What am i doing rite now??!!

No, it's not what i want and where i wanna be rite now!
I want it more...

There's not much time for me now.
It's time to make decision.

But, suddenly,
I am confused again...

Time will get me through...
I will find the way...

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Wahh... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5! I have 5 days holidays!!

Haha! Well, dun envy me. It's a gift after a long tiring work.

How am I going to full-use this 5 precious days??
Hmm... still figuring out.

But, that's one thing for sure... I am gonna have a good good rest.

Forget all the unhappy events,

Enjoy the life in a small town where it's not so crowded and noisy,

Recharge the battery to walk further.

Sleep... sleep... Tonite, we sleep in a wonderland.

Goodnite, guys!