That's Me ... 盈盈美代子の部落格

We just can't please everyone..

2012-01-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

It's so true that we can't please everyone in every condition.

Sometime I wonder,

why people just can't be more considering and trying to put themselves into other people shoes??

If they did, things could be more simple.

In the same situation, I was trying to think as I was he/she and I found out that I could truly understand hows the feeling of the opponent. When I did so, the issue or problem is not as critical as it was thought initially.

Sometime i am feeling sad,

because when I look back the past and how tolerance I could be to the rest..

Unfortunately, the return from the beneficiary is very disappointing.

No matter what I have did for them, all the goodwill becomes a "MUST" and it is not be appreciated.

Even so, I am still holding strongly to my principal.

“人不为我，我为人人”..

It's just that my tolerance has been set a limit.

After so many considering and tolerance, I will live for myself just for once.

So, my dear friend,

if you read this, please think and try to see and feel everyone and everything around you with your heart. I am sure you will have different thought and point of view when looking at the same situation or issue.

No one in this world is owing anyone, and no one should live their life for someone.

Because, we own our own life!

Cheers!

It's CNY again

2012-01-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

Another year gone.. It's CNY again! It's a season of joy, laughter, love and happiness.. I couldn't wait anymore longer.. I wanna go home! =)

那些年，那首歌

2011-11-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

你是否有过这样的经历？

当你偶然地听到了一首歌，一个熟悉的旋律，

年少时候的画面似水一样慢慢地溢出来，

一幕幕，一遍遍，在脑海里略过。

那首歌，

也许不是你最喜欢的歌，

也许就连歌词也没有办法一字不漏地背出来。

但是，那个熟悉的旋律却可以把过往的点点滴滴，完整地呈现。

那首歌，

那些年，

不论过了多久，

对于曾经那样长大，一路走来的我们，

那是一辈子的回忆。

＝）

战友，知己，家人

2011-11-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

有些人无法取代，

有些事无法忘记，

有些回忆，也许只有你我明白。。

一起经历过的磨难，

一起面对强敌，

一起努力奋斗，

一起收成努力的果实，

一起享受荣耀的时刻，

一起咬紧牙关，度过难关的日子，

一起笑着，哭着，牵手走过的岁月。

这一路走来，因为有你，有我，

平凡的每一天都变得多姿多彩。

手牵手，心连心，

编制着一个又一个伟大得梦。

互相提点，

互相鞭策，

互相扶持，

互相鼓励，

一起成熟，

一起长大。

再多的不可能都变成了可能。

再大的强敌都摧毁不了强大团结的心。

三年的时间看似很长，其实不然。

终究到了曲终人散的时候。

虽然走在不同的道路上，

虽然不再看着同一个目标，

虽然已经分开了一年，

那一颗曾经一起努力过，一起哭过，笑过的心，

那个一起彩绘的记忆，

那份彼此共同维护，坚持着的精神，

无论多久，多远，

还是会紧紧地，牢牢地牵连着大家。

谁说职场上不会有知己？

我们都很幸运地遇到了彼此，

一个战友，知己，家人。

未来有太多的未知数。

也许有缘，

我们会在某处团圆，

一起再为了同一个梦想而战！

U catch my breath

2011-10-26T10:59:00.002+08:00

Did you know

When you're around

My heart won't, it can't slow down

It beats so hard, makes it hard

To catch my breath~

This is how and why I fall for you~ <3

Forever Westlife

2011-10-21T22:01:00.005+08:00

Dear Shane, Nicky, Kian and Mark,

It's really a heart breaking news you guys announced on your official website on 20 October 2011, to me, and of course all the Westlifers out there..

Times flies. It's all started about 14 years ago..

I could still hear the rhythm of "Swear It Again" whispering at my ears when I am writing this to you. I could still see how lovely the uncountable songs of you guys accompanying me to fall into sleep every single nights when I was at the age of 15 or 16. And I still remember how crazy I was when I finally went to my first and ever Live Concert of Westlife in Bukit Jalil Malaysia about 10 years ago. You taught me love, learn, live and dream, everything.

There's so many memories of me and Westlife that I could never forget in this life!

It's all about 14 years time when there's only Westlife and me. Now, all of us have changed. We all have grown up to be a better person and parent of your lovely kids. I know exactly how the feelings of being separated with your loved ones when you are forced to do so for your work.

All the perfect moments, even the sweetest one will still comes to its end. Nothing could last foerver in this world. But, the LOVE to Westlife will be eternity. I could still see you guys whenever I close my eyes, and you are just right there, in front of me.

I have no regrets for the past 14 years. You realise my dreams. Everything you have brought to me so far is always be so great. And now, we are one, just like what your song is singing. I know Westlife is never leaving.

Last but not least, I am writing this to you, my dearest Shane, Nicky, Kian, Mark and even Bryan, wishing you all the best in your future undertakings. May all the happiness and all the greatest things could always be with you and your family. Once Westlife, it will be forever Westlife! I love you all so much!

xoxoxo

With love,

Angeline, a girl from Malaysia who has started to dream with Westlife since year 1999 <3

每一次的伤痛＝每一次的成长

2011-10-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

虽然标题看起来有点沉重，但这毕竟是生活的写照，非常真实。

谁没有经历过伤痛？

谁又在伤痛后重新站了起来，勇敢地，潇洒地大步往前走？

某天在 facebook 上看到了一句话，

“we are not waiting for the storm to pass, but learning to dance in the rain.”

没错，学习在雨中起舞比起坐着等待暴雨的结束要好的多了。

人往往在最无助的时候才发挥了自己最强大的力量。

然后告诉自己，

原来我比我想象中更坚强，更勇敢。

经历过一次又一次的伤心，心痛，失望，绝望，

每一次都告诉自己，这是最后一次。

可是，每一次又不自觉地让自己深陷。

然后又一次次地重新站起来。

我想，这就是人生。

伤痛也许永远都不可能不再出现，只是当事人是否能够过关斩将，从伤痛中成长，蜕变，最终变成美丽的蝴蝶。

我想，我可以做到。

因为我也比我想象中更加坚强，更加勇敢。

虽然有时候还是会不小心地被思念打败，不过我相信时间会是很好地解药。

在人前，我永远会是最快乐的我。

一直都是！

我和你

2011-08-16T21:54:00.003+08:00

曾经，

我和你，

看着同一个世界，

走在同一片土地上，

呼吸着同样的空气，

感受着同样的阳光，

拥抱着同样的梦想。

那么多年以后，我们都长大了。

我还是我，而你已不再是那个曾经我认识的那个你。。。

你，

更成熟了，

视野更辽阔了，

话也变多了。

看着你一张张的照片，

就像翻阅着你一页页的人生和你为生命留下的痕迹。

我想，那是多么的精彩，多么的多姿。

我和你，

此时此刻，

不再看着同一个世界，

不再走在同一片土地上，

不再呼吸着同样的空气，

不再感受着同样的阳光，

也不再拥抱着同样的梦想。

是时间的距离，

是所在地的距离，

更是心的距离。

我和你已经不再是以前的你和我。

朋友总是说，如果那时我们。。。

可是，我相信，在这个世界上并没有如果。

没有人可以预知结局，没有人可以看到未来。

看着同样一张相片，那是我的梦想。

以前是，现在是，以后也是。

而此刻的你，是否也和我一样？？

如果有如果

2011-08-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

人，生活在这个世界上，总是喜欢说“如果”。。

“如果我可以。。。”

“如果你没有。。。”

“如果他曾经。。。”

如果的如果。。太多的如果。。

在这世界上，如果有如果。。

人，永远有太多的如果。

可是，

你是否知道，

太多的如果终将成为一种遗憾。

无法及时地争取，

无法及时地挽留，

无法及时地弥补。。

所有的人，事，物，在所有的“无法及时”下，都变成了“如果”。

人，总是贪婪地想要拥有一切。

看不清，分不明眼前的诱惑与真实。

错过了，后悔了，才语重心长地说“如果”。

孰不知，一切已成事实。

再多的如果也变成了无法挽回的遗憾。

珍惜眼前，活在当下。

你，学会了吗？

A Lovely Night Tonight~

2011-07-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

It has been quite some time I never have such feeling,

and the feeling comes back again tonight..

Happiness.

It is a lovely night tonight..

An ordinary family gathering dinner,

with an extraordinary meaning and touch..

I see her sunny smile again.

I see him talking with a happy tone.

We talk, we laugh, and we share.

Everything is just so wonderful.

In my heart, I know..

All the bad things have past..

A beautiful future is just lies ahead of us..

Finally, we are still who we are..

What a lovely night tonight~

God Bless!

他说的爱不是爱

2011-06-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

原来，到了现在，我才深深体会什么叫爱。。。

爱和喜欢本来就是两回事。

一时的心动悸动，那不算爱。

一堆的甜言蜜语，那也不是爱。

偶而的关心问候，那也称不上爱。

你相信一见钟情吗？

也许只有在电影里才有吧～

回到现实世界里，才发现，

所谓的心动悸动，甜言蜜语，关心问候，

转眼间已变成了过眼云烟，消失不见。

在这个世界上，没有人是爱情专家，而每一个人也都可以成为爱情专家。

幸福的爱情可遇不可求。

一切都赖于缘分的安排。

在这个安静的晚上，我仿佛想通了很多。。

现在摆在我眼前的不是爱情。

虽然胆小，虽然懦弱，

但是，我可以很确定的是，我一定会坚持到底，绝不会轻易跳入陷阱。

爱情，缘分，幸福都是很抽象的东西。

有些人用了一辈子才明白个中道理。

而我，我相信这三样东西总有一天会降临我的身上。

那时，我会非常肯定地接受。

这是我的坚持。。

幸福

2011-04-10T14:19:00.002+08:00

幸福，简单。。

很幸福，很简单。。

原来，幸福可以很简单。。

有时候，很简单的幸福，却是最让人感动的。。

我很喜欢那种简简单单的幸福。。

范范的《最重要的决定》与你分享～ ^^

曾经那样生活过的我... =)

2011-03-28T16:26:00.005+08:00

我不是天才！

但对于琴棋书画还算略懂一二。

今天和同事之间的对话，让我想起了我童年时的小小才艺~ ^^

这些小才艺我不曾和任何一个朋友谈起，也不曾炫耀过。

自然而然地，变成了我人生的一个小秘密。

从小，父母对家中唯一的女孩抱着一些些的寄望，让小小年纪的我参与了各式各样的训练班。

打从5岁开始，钢琴班，电子琴班，英语班，心算班，书法班，西洋棋班，还有绘画班等等充撤了我大部分的童年。

每一次的得奖，我都很感谢我的老爸老妈，让我多了可以让他们骄傲的事。

也因为小时候那样的我，长大后的我也比别人多了几个可以娱人娱己的管道。

也许身边的朋友们不曾发现这样另一面的我。那又何妨？

写在这里，只是希望，几十年后，当我已经不在这个世界上时，我还能和世界上的人分享，那样曾经生活过的我！

Super Show 3

2011-03-20T12:54:00.003+08:00

Woah~ What a great crazy night!

This is my first time going to Super Junior's live concert.. It suppose to be the 2nd time, but I was lost my chance last year as I was on a business trip to Guangzhou - Shenzhen - HK..

It is super nice because we are really close to the stage and we can see everyone of them very very clearly~ My most favourite part is when Eeteuk singing LeeHom - Kiss Goodbye.. He was wearing white suit, white pants, and white shoes, playing piano... Woah~ That made him a truely prince charming for me! With his beautiful voice and performance, I was totally falling into his fantasy..

The stage and audience were so awesome! Just imagine, when the lights off, the whole stadium became a galaxy with all the blue shinning stars! It's pretty impressive!

I love the night! At least, it makes me temporarily forget about all the troubles that are happening to me recently..

Thank you! I m looking forward to the Super Show 4 very soon~! Muacks!

If 2012 is true...

2011-03-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

I was wondering...

If the rumours of 2012 is true..

If human is counting down the time of life..

How am I going to do with the rest of my life??

I wanna do all the things that I have not done yet...

I wanna try every thing that I dare not try before...

I wanna say "I love you" to the one that I never tell...

I wanna travel to every part of the world that I have never visit before...

When the last moment comes, I will stay with my family, holding their hands hoping that we will meet again in the next life..

Even so, I think I may still regret in the end...

As a daughter, I have not repay my parent for loving me and taking care of me for all the while..

It's never enough..

As a sister, I have not share with my brothers how the world has been so beautiful to me all this while..

As a friend, I have not created the best memories between us..

And as a girl, I have not own my own family with 2 little kids perhaps..

It's pretty emo huh~

That's life.. No matter it's gonna end in year 2012..

Suddenly I think of Steve Jobs...

Live today as it was your last day!

Cheers~!

Changes..

2011-03-16T14:42:00.002+08:00

A big change to the world, the living environment, the economic, the politic and the people recently, following a series of incidents like the explosion of volcano in Iceland, the dropping value of US dollar, the civil war and politic instability in the middle east countries, the natural disaster happened in Australia, New Zealand and Japan...

The whole world is changing.. and the same goes to me and people around me..

A thorough change, from bottom to top, from inner to external, a change is in need, immediately and urgently..

I'll do my best!

I m going home... for CNY

2011-01-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

I wanna go home,

I gotta go home,

I m coming back home...

How i wish to be at home in the next minute..

I m so looking forward to be with my family, just in the next minute..

After the phone call that nite, I already imagine our reunion breakfast on 1st Feb..

Home, my dad, my mum, my big brother, my young brother and my sister-in-law...

I can't wait to see all of you any longer..

I Wanna Go H.O.M.E~~

~It's Christmas Time Again~

2010-12-19T22:32:00.006+08:00

♫♪♫ *I'm dreaming of a white christmas~

Just like the one I used to know~* ♫♪♫

Whenever I hear the song, I know very well that... It's christmas time again~!

Wow~! It's been how many times i have written here about my love to christmas!

It's so true and no doubt that christmas is always the best time of a year! To me, and everyone on this planet, I guess...

The beautiful white snowie, the colourful christmas tree, the wonderful light bulbs and christmas decorations, the smiling Santa Clause, the cheerful people, the tasty food and the merry christmas songs...

Together, they all make it a warmth, magical, and a truly wonderful christmas to me!

It's so much fun when christmas comes to town..

It's all about dreams, magic and believe..

All the dreams that were once lost and will all be found..

This is all I want when christmas is all around~!

~*Merry Christmas*~

WESTLIFE

2010-11-05T21:10:00.006+08:00

"Westlife, Westlife, Westlife~!"

The roaring is still fresh in my mind..
And I still remember..
26th May 2001, the night in Bukit Jalil that I'll never forget for the rest of my life...

Wow~ It's almost 10 years!
I can't believe that I m still listening to their songs right now..

Westlife has been the biggest part of my secondary sch memories..
And I started to learn the world since then..

The touch and inspiration from Westlife is always so great to me..
Because of them,

I started to learn English in a proper way..
I started to learn the world map and find the location of Ireland..
I started drawing portraits and most of them are Westlife..
I started to sing English songs..
I started to watch English movies and drama..
I started to learn the english history and culture..
I started to dance like the way Westlife does..
I realised that Scotland has been my most favourite place to go..
I realised that Christmas is my favourite time in a year..
I started to dream..
I started to love..

I love Westlife~! And I always do..
With the love we shared, I'll continue my life path, wonderfuly, confidently and strongly..
And I'll always look forward, until the time we meet again!
Love ya! xoxox

Counting down the date of your return...

2010-07-25T11:19:00.002+08:00

Hey someone,
I know you have been leaving KL now..

Suddenly, i m feeling so empty..
Everything is soo blue and my sky turns grey..
My emotion is so weak and my tears juz uncontrolably dropped whenever i saw u in the pictures on my computer screen..

Hey someone,
the journey is belongs to u..
It's ur dream of a lifetime..
If someday, u feel tired, please always remember that u will have our support here..
If someday, u feel lonely, we will always be there for u, lending you our ears..

U know wat, i m gonna miss u so bad..
There gonna be a lot of events going on during the year without ur attendance..
And every single little things happen around me could drown me deep into our old memories..

Hey someone,
The world outside there is so wide yet so wild..
I hope u enjoying the freedom, experiencing the differences, and learning the good one.
Please dun worry about everything here..
Becos, we will make everything here in good form (on your behalf) and waiting patiently for your return..

And for me, i will get ready for my own journey here..
anr our promises..

Someone

2010-06-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

There's someone out there (except ur parent and family), who knows you better than any one else or even urself... Again, I m the lucky one.

To my "someone", knowing u it's like the most precious gift I have.. Life in such a cruel city like KL is never been so lovely without u.. There are so many words, so many things I wanna say out loud in front of u (I know u new it), but it will be better to write it out here. I am a coward..

I wanna thank u for being a perfect guardience to lead me and teach me all the time.
I wanna thank u for sharing ur stories and experiences to make me a better one.
I wanna thank u for lending ur ears to listen my problems.
I wanna thank u for lending ur shoulders when I m in tears.
I wanna thank u for scolding me when I do not performing well.
I wanna thank u for spending so much time and effort to transform me from a little girl to a giant.
I wanna thank u for all the good times and bad times we shared.
I wanna thank u for understanding me so well. a move, a smile, an eye contact, u already knows wat I am thinking about.

My "someone", u know the thanks here are going to be endless. You are more than a senior and friend to me... U are my someone special.

My "someone", please dun worry about me. I will prove u I can do better even without u here with me. When the time we meet again, u will surprise of my changes. I promise! So, go for ur dreams and take care. U know, I will miss u badly!

Looking forward... =)

2010-01-17T12:57:00.002+08:00

Another year gone. Summary of the year of 2009?? Hmm... nothing much different from the previous year, but I m growing up again, to certain level of my life.

Compared to year 2008, I would say...

1) I m more mature, in the way of thinking and doing things.

2) In my career, I find that I m handling it better and better right now, even though it is still not good enough.

3) In year 2009, I experienced sth that I never think it could happen in my life. The storyline goes exactly same as in the movie. Fortunately, I am still me, in well-form! Haha! A good experience and lesson, indeed.

4) Talks about friendship... I am still in the big family of the so-called "mei hua gang"... Thanks sisters, really appreciate it!
To those friends in Batu Pahat, Malacca, KL and wherever place you are, I am appreciate your love to me. Although I m not very active in the group gathering, you are still one of the biggest part in my mind.

5) Talks about relationship... I am single! haha! I m wondering if the nice meeting with Chin could be considered?? =P Well, thanks God for me to know this guy and his cute family. We are friend now.

6) About my family, we are moving into a new house this year and all of us love the house so much~ It's like staying in another part of the world, far from the noise and haze. A very peaceful and comfy place.

2010 is the year of Tiger (in Chinese calender), is my year (I was born in the year of Tiger as well)! Hopefully it will be as good as before. The most important thing, I wish my dreams could be fulfilled this year. I m looking forward... =)

Something my heart wanna say...

2009-10-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

I dunno whether I am thinking too much... but I can feel the difference among us...
I guess, I know the reason behind...

Life is tough.. We cannot please everyone.
Every single ppl in this world has their very unique perception and way of doing things.
Some ppl follow the majority,
some ppl go for the unique one,
and there's some, like me, finding the balance in between and choose the best one from our own view...
Even though i might be wrong sometimes...
But the intention is always true from the bottom of heart.

"Coordination" is one of my favourite word.
To me, the best coordination is when you can actually find the exactly 50-50 win-win solution among all that please everybody and no one get hurt from it.
It's not an easy job, but I guess I can take it.

I m very flexible.
And I can accept "almost" everythings without any obligation,
as long as it is not ridiculous.
That's the main reason why I m good in coordination.
Unfortunately, people may misjudge me with "no definite view"...

Attach my very own old phrase,
" You do not know me..."

That's all my heart wanted to say...
Maybe I m wrong...
But, I already done what I feel best to the situation and everybody.
Accept or Reject is already beyond my control.
And I never want to force anybody to agree with me cos I respect their difference.

Hopefully one day my heart could be hear...
But I know it's near impossible...
Bcos most of the time, You Do Not Know Me...
Perhaps, it's just like I never understand YOU~

There's something i wanna do in my life

2009-07-12T23:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah, suddenly....
alot of thoughts in my mind.

But, i'm confused...
I am lost again in the middle of my journey.

Day in day out,
I am repeating my life day after day.

Time passes by,
I have forgotten my dreams, my hopes and my initial thoughts...

Who am i?
Where am i??
What am i doing rite now??!!

No, it's not what i want and where i wanna be rite now!
I want it more...

There's not much time for me now.
It's time to make decision.

But, suddenly,
I am confused again...

Time will get me through...
I will find the way...

~My best ever birthday present~

2009-06-03T00:08:00.012+08:00

The month of May has came to an end.

Finally, it comes to my birthday month -- June.
Yeah, I am the Gemini!

This year, I have nothing much to ask for,
but feeling grateful for all the unbelievable events that happened to me this few days.

It is a miracle!

Here it goes the story...

29th May 2009

I was unexpectedly won a chance to meet Chin, Chen Ze Yao and Zhong Xin Yi (the main character from ) in real person by calling in to My FM! It's not easy to call in as I had been trying so hard for the past few days, but failed.

I was nearly to give up until my one last chance whereby it was the last chance for the fans to call in. It was about 4.49pm and during that time, Chin and the rest were on-air Live in My FM studio as well! When the moment I heard the DJ announced that the calling-in competition was started, I quickly pressed down the "call" button and put my mobile phone aside and continued reading the email sent by my clients. I was never think that i could be success this time like i never put too much expectation on that.

But...miracle just happened! A voice of "hello~" was heard! Oh My God!! This is my first OS in my mind... U know, I was in the office, how am I going to sing out loud the song? How am I going to answer all the questions? How am I going to speak to them properly?? I was totally messed up! Immediately, I ran out from the office and successfully get a private place whereby it was comfortable to talk to. I chose to sing <逆风>, song from Chin. I was shaking, and my voice was totally out of tune.

I remembered, Chin was helping me to finish the last 2 sentences. I heard he said "That's beautiful" through phone. Was he praising my voice? Or the song itself? Or his voice?? Haha! Until today, this is still a question mark to me. Anyway, thanks alot Chin, u are so great!

About 5.56pm, My FM staff called me to confirm with me the date, time and location -- 3.30pm at Greenbox, Sungei Wang. I was being informed that besides the meet-up, I was also enjoying the "VIP" area to watch their performance on stage and the priority to have their autograpgh before anyone else!! Can you believe it?!!!

31st May 2009

This was the date i have been waiting so long... Honestly, I was very nervous yet excited. As being told, I could bring along 3 friends for accompany, and I pick Doris, Caryne and Ah Dai. Hehe, thanks ya!

Finally, Xin Yi, Ah Ze and followed by Chin stepped into the room (No. 10, Greenbox). For the next 45 mins, all of us were having a great great yet memorable time inside there. I remembered me and Chin holding each other hands and staring each other for about 5 seconds without a single words! This made me feeling abit shy but the big smile on his face had comforted me alot.

After the gathering, we all went down to the lobby of Sungei Wang for the autography session. Hundreds of fans were already waiting there, shouting their names. When it's my turn to go forward to get their autograph, one of the staff stopped me. "What happned? What he wants?" I was wondering until he asked me to pose with Chin and the rest to allow the media to snap some photos for their own use. Oh thanks God! I am damn lucky!!

The Director of the drama with me

I guess, this is my best ever birthday present so far... Happy, excited, memorable and more... Until this moment, I still cant believe the recent events that happened to me. Why me? Thanks God for giving me this luck and fate; thanks to My FM, Halo Music and all the people that make this happen; thanks to Chin, Ah Ze, Xin Yi for everything you did; and finally thanks to my dear friends! Thanks for your accompany and support! I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do!

This year, my birthday wish....

Wishing everyone's dreams come true!

*Peace*

1, 2, 3, 4, 5

2009-05-01T14:20:00.004+08:00

Wahh... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5! I have 5 days holidays!!

Haha! Well, dun envy me. It's a gift after a long tiring work.

How am I going to full-use this 5 precious days??
Hmm... still figuring out.

But, that's one thing for sure... I am gonna have a good good rest.

Forget all the unhappy events,

Enjoy the life in a small town where it's not so crowded and noisy,

Recharge the battery to walk further.

Sleep... sleep... Tonite, we sleep in a wonderland.

Goodnite, guys!

U do not know me...

2009-04-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

Not many people in this world knows the real me.
Not even my friends around me (except a few of them and of course my family)

I am a typical Gemini, with multi personality.
It just like a lot of different persons living in a single body shell.
Sometimes, the one that shows in front of everybody may not really be the one that actually lives inside of me.

People starts judging me from their perception.
But unfortunately, most of the time, they are untrue.
And I never feel to explain any wrong judgement cos I really dun care.
As long as I know wat is the real me.

I could be a random person where i have not much requirement and expectation on anybody else around me.
But it doesn't mean that I could accept any ridiculous things given.
People may think that i m weak.
They start doing "things" in front and behind of me without any respectation.
And yet, they are still feeling "proud" of the things they have done.

Thing that really disappointed me most is, this person appears to be my friend for such a long time.
Could you feel the pain of disappointment?? Do you??
Please think back urself, have I ever say any single bad thing in front and behind of u even though I know u did it?!
Did I ever spread around or create any story to anybody else around us?!
If yes, please list it down! I m ready to hear....

I am extremely disappointed on u.
This time, you are really too much. It's already beyond my limitation.

PS:
Thanks alot to someone who guides me and cheers me up in all the way. Thanks alot! I m really feeling better right now. Thanks for your support as well. Thanks thanks thanks!!!

100% Perfect Guy

2009-04-08T20:44:00.004+08:00

It's nearly impossible to meet any 100% Perfect Guy in this world.

Definition of 100% Perfect Guy:
- No smoking
- No drinking
- No clubbing
- Gentleman
- Generous
- Humorous
- Understanding
- Loves his family, wife and children
- Honest
- Humble
- Rich
- Capable
- Good looking
- Mature
.
.
.
etc...

Honestly, I never met one before (except my dad, he is a 100% Perfect Guy and Dad!) until last nite.
How lucky I was to meet this guy for dinner last nite.
It's really one of the happiest things that happen to me so far.

Who is the 100% Perfect Guy i am talking about?
He is our client.
The rest i will remain secret as i respect his privacy. =)

The Happiest People In The World

2009-03-28T17:00:00.005+08:00

In the picture,

just look at their conditions...

There's no place to sleep,

still they have made some space for cat and dog.

Water leaking from the roof,

but yet everyone of them has a peaceful smile on their face.

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems,

but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect!

Friends, do u know that?

Keep smiling always!

Where is my holidays??

2009-03-25T22:07:00.004+08:00

Holidays, holidays... Where is my holidays???

It is really stressful recently,
especially right after the exhibition.

There's so many things to do,
so many things to care...

Urghhh!
I feel that i am not performing up to 100% recently...

I need a rest.
I need to recharge my energy, my passion to work...
But where is my holidays?

I am still waiting for the questions to be answered!!!

Back to normal...

2009-03-14T21:06:00.003+08:00

Abandoned blog, I am back!!

3 months, I never step in here for once.
Tons of work has filled my life.
Tired but happy.

Finally, everything has backed to normal...
But not me, not Angeline...
Because I am no longer the little girl next-door.

MIFF 2009 is not about flood.
It's about leadership, determination, teamwork and more...
Suddenly, I feel that working with MIFF is always the best choice so far in my life.
And I know I'll never regret.

So what's next?
MIFF 2010.
I am eyeing on another great successful year with MIFF.
And I am ready for all the challenges that come to me.
This time, we will be stronger.

Keep your eyes and see, MIFF 2010 will be the best ever!

Crazy Kukup Trip + Happy Cameron Trip

2008-12-15T22:11:00.007+08:00

2 in 1 = a sweet sweet memory!

I have been joined 2 trips for the last 2 weeks!

One is the precious gathering trip to Kukup with a gang of best sista from BP.

"Uniform" -- "Little Miss" t-shirt in green, red, pink and purple!!!

Another one is my company trip to Cameron Highland with all my sweet colleagues and my new idol for the time being -- Dato' Tan! (hehe...)

The man with orange color shirt with white cap standing in the middle is my current idol -- Dato' Tan! Our boss! hehe... He is really a nice guy! =D

So, put it in the mathematically way,

1 = sweet and happy

1 + 1 = double sweetness and happiness

2 in 1 = fantastic, fun, sweet and happy (x100000)

= sweet sweet memory!

= 200% enjoy!!!

PS: Although it's already over, but I am still in the mood of enjoying~ Enjoy! Enjoy!! Enjoy!!! =D

Star in Star LRT

2008-11-16T21:03:00.003+08:00

Date: 16 November 2008

Time: about 7.20pm

Venue: Star LRT (from Plaza Rakyat to Ampang)

Am I the lucky one today?

I saw a singapore actor from Mediacorp in the LRT!

You may wonder, who is the star that I met in LRT.

Yes, he is absolutely Adam Chen (詹金泉)!!

How coincidence it is!

Today, me, caryne and chui fern are waiting at Plaza Rakyat LRT station, waiting for the train to come and bringing us back to home (maluri).
When the train is coming, i saw someone very very familiar who is standing inside one of the box of the train.

I am wondering,

"i know this guy, i know this guy! But it can't be! This is KL! He is not suppose to be here!"

When the moment I am confused, caryne who is stand beside me shout with excitement.

"Zhan Jin Quan! Zhan Jin Quan!"

Omg, i am right! It's him!

He is wearing a normal purple T-shirt, a normal short pants, a pair of sport shoes and a blue color slim-bag.

No cap, no sunglass.

He is just like a normal guy.

Without thinking, we quickly step into the box where he is.

We keep whispering and gossiping about him.

I hope he din hear it. Haha! It is quite embarassing, indeed.

Unfortunately, nobody in the train is recognising him, except us.

We plan to call his name, and talk to him maybe.

But in the end, we do not.

We start guessing him where he wants to go.

When we reach Maluri station, he follows our step out from the train!
How surprising it is!

He walks across the bridge towards the Jaya Jusco direction. (I guess i know where he stays)

This is where we apart.

Wow! What an experience we have today.

This is my first time seeing an actor in person.

Hopefully there are more to come! haha! Greedy?

Farn Yin * Angeline

2008-11-13T22:45:00.005+08:00

A friend's recent blog reminds me of something --> names, my name!

Yes, my name is Farn Yin or Angeline.
I am not Fang Ting, Chang Yin, Angel, Anderline.....or whatever name you might think I am.
I could be Alice, Anny or Agnes.
But, I choose to be Farn Yin or Angeline.

That is my name,
something that belongs to me,
something that represents me,
and something people may remember whenever or wherever they hear it or see it.

My name is Farn Yin or Angeline.
And I feel lucky that I am Farn Yin or Angeline,
not somebody else...
So, do you always remember my name? my dear friends~
=D

被遗忘的天堂 ―― The Edge of The World

2008-11-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

你们知道吗？
世界上有一个地方叫作“天涯海角” － The Edge Of The World。
位于苏格兰的某个小岛。
所谓天涯海角，就是位于世界的最尾端，一个有可能被人遗忘的地方。

岛上住的全都是老人，而且人数还越来越少。
年轻的一辈都搬移了这座小岛。
他们只有两个理由才会回来这个地方，
一，他们把亲人的骨灰带回来安葬。
二，他们自己被别人带回来安葬。

所以，岛上有很多坟墓，而且全都斜斜地面向天空和大海。
为什么？
因为他们正望着大海和蓝天，望着远方的亲人，
希望从海那端吹过来的暖流能把他们的心带到亲人身边，
永远守护着他们最爱的人。

代子很想去一趟这个叫作“天涯海角”的地方。
很想去看看这个被大自然呵护，被传说雕塑，但却被世界遗忘的唯美天堂。

听着苏格兰长笛（pipes）吹奏着传统民谣，
翻看着一张张天涯海角的风景图片，
回想着一个个被人遗忘，荒凉，却带着丝丝唯美的故事，
突然，代子的天空也变成了灰色。。。

B.A.C.K

2008-11-02T01:24:00.004+08:00

Omg! It's been a month that i never be here!!

Hello bloggie~~ Hello everyone!!! Hellooooooooo~~

Hows the life going on?
Honestly, it's really kinda busy recently.
I know it wouldn't be a good excuse, but it really is.

Well, recently there are lots of things happen, good and bad one.
No matter good or bad, I learn to be tough.
Dun worry about me, I am very OK! Never better!

So, how are you guys??
siows family?? my kawakakigirls? and all my friends??

I hope you all are doing good...
Keep in touch people! I am back!

与你分享的快乐

2008-09-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

与你分享的快乐，

是幸福的，

是难忘的，

是感动的，

是窝心的。。。

在生命里，有那么一个陌生人，

从陌生，相识，到相知。。。

也许不一定要天天见面，

偶尔碰头，心情却能一点就通。

在我的生命里，有那么一个陌生人，

当我无助，伤心，受挫的时候，

幸好一路上都有你陪我。

在我的生命里，有那么一个陌生人，

陪我经历了一起长大的旅程。

与你分享的快乐，永远胜过独自拥有。

至今，我还深深的感动。

在我生命里的那个陌生人，

也许你永远都不会懂我在这里写的字，

可是，有许多言语，许多心情，

一个眼神，你我已经了解，已经足够。

伍思凯的分享，献给生命里的那个陌生人。

谢谢你，和一起分享的日子！

＝〕

加油！加油！

2008-09-11T21:08:00.004+08:00

代子～加油～！！！

每天每天，一遍又一遍。

加油？加多少？
一缸！Fulltank!!

希望每天加满油后，代子真的可以在属于自己的道路上飞驰，

画出属于自己的彩虹。

加油啊，代子！！！

=* 分享 *＝

2008-09-04T22:09:00.007+08:00

转载至一篇有关“双子座”的文章，代子本人觉得还蛮准的。

好吧～就让文章来告诉你双子座的代子私下背后的点滴吧～哈哈！

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双子是个天真的孩子, 也是一个孤独的星座。

也许,从来没有人看见双子灿烂的笑脸背后的忧伤与孤独....
也许,从来没有人理解过双子为什么这么孤傲....
也许,从来也没有人理解过双子脆弱的一面....

听我说:
双子是个天真单纯的孩子。

他会为值得信任值得依赖的朋友付出一切，就算自己吃亏，受委屈，也会微笑着说不后悔。
他会为朋友一个落寞的笑容而拼命的安慰他们，想着如何去逗他们开心
满脑子只想着这件事情，直到朋友露出笑脸，他才会放心。

他经常在人来人往的十字路口迷失方向...找不到自己的世界，摸不清楚未来的路....

他不会轻易在人前表现脆弱..
他很喜欢逞强，总是为了别人把自己弄得遍体鳞伤也不会后悔...
他是个十足的大傻瓜，真的很傻...
安慰，保护别人的更多，得到回报的却很少... （无所谓啦～双子的口头蝉)

他很容易满足...只要一点点的安慰和保护...一次的不失信,他就会很快乐...很满足...
他即使受了伤,也不会告诉任何人...因为他一心只想着不让别人担心...一心只想着怎么才可以拼命的伪装自己..不让别人看见快乐双子的脆弱...

他拥有双重人格...
理解他们的人很少...他理解的人却很多...
他总是充当守护天使最佳的人选..因为，人们大多数看见的是她他们的笑容..
灿烂的笑容,但是可以掩饰一切的笑容...

他一直被人当作小孩子,一直被当作不懂悲伤的幼稚小孩子

他经常设身处地的为别人着想...只要一点点回报，她就能露出最真实的笑脸...
他一直在为别人心疼...却不懂的为自己着想..

他一心只想充当那个无忧无虑的小孩子...那个别人认为的快乐天使...可是...现实总不是这样...因为...他还有更多悲伤和孤独..

他从来不记仇...也许刚才很恨的人，看到她他受到伤害，表面上没什么反应，心里其实也在心疼...
他经常谦让别人...就算受到别人的伤害...他也只是一笑而过..
他会为了别人的幸福而让自己痛苦...

双子的小孩很矛盾。
在爱情里，她永远是个孩子。
她希望另一半觉得自己很独立，但是她又很希望对方很关注自己。
双子很重视朋友，他不想让朋友感到因为你的存在而让他们受到冷淡。
所以他在言语上仍是我行我素，所以你会觉得一群人里面你不是他的FOCUS。
其实你不知道：多面玲珑的双子一直在关注着你：看你开不开心，看你口不口渴，饿不饿，有没有带面巾。。。
他不想那么明显的表露并不代表他不关心你啊！
和双子在一起很简单，只要你是你自己就好。

双子的小孩喜欢相信别人对她讲的一切，但善于怀疑自己，没有信心。
双子的小孩又很矛盾的认为自己很行，所以喜欢钻研很多奇怪的东西。

也许..双子还有很多地方还没写出来...

可他就是这么一个小孩子...

小白

2008-08-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

“小白”,
一个名词，一个名字。

最近，
在不知不觉中，
在我的周围流行起来！
爸爸妈妈开口闭口都是小白。。。
朋友，同事也小白小白的叫着。

小白很可爱。
白白的，小小的，还有一双大大的眼睛。
小白真的还很小，
和我一样，刚刚踏入一个全新的的世界。
虽然如此，小白还是很勇敢地陪着我，
不管刮风下雨，白天黑夜，
甚至迷失在KL的茫茫城市中！！

谁是小白？？
哈哈！小白是我一个新加入的朋友，家人 ―― JLD XXXX

当然，
如果你想认识小白，请记得先买保险哦～
小白＝买保险
你买了吗？？ =P

~幸福~

2008-08-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

幸福，很抽象化的名词。

何谓幸福？
富有？快乐的家庭？还是。。。

对我而言，
拥有一个完整，愉快的家庭就是对我最大的幸福了！
感谢上帝，我是个幸福的孩子，拥有爱我胜于一切的家人。

家人给予的幸福总是让我很感动。
不管是从前还是现在。

想说，

爸，妈，
我已经长大。
我希望你们可以多花些时间和心思在自己的身上。
不要再以我为优先。凡事都多想想自己，对自己好点。

哥哥，大嫂，
请原谅我平时都不懂得体贴和甜言蜜语。
虽然如此，你们都不曾放弃我，还是对我很好很好。

还有汉弟弟，
你是家里最重感情，也最爱和我顶嘴唱反调的那个家伙！
可是，我知道，你和我一样，
享受着幸福的同时也用心报护着紧握在手的“幸福”。

幸福，可遇不可求。
但是我却贪婪的想抓住，一辈子也不放开。
如果人生来就只有一辈子，
我希望这辈子就这样和你们在一起，就算只有那么一次的一辈子！

幸福 + 感动中

PS: 不懂得表达自己一直是我最大的遗憾。写在这里因为不懂得如何说出口。也许有天，你们看到了这个，想说，不管是什么时候的我，这份心情永远都不会变。。。

Feedback of The Dark Knight

2008-08-03T01:45:00.003+08:00

Finally, today me and caryne go for The Dark Knight movie...

When the moment I get the movie ticket, I m really really excited... Yes! Finally!

I always talk to myself that this is Heath's last movie on screen...
So, no matter how, I will get myself a ticket for his one last performance!!

Well, this is really a nice movie, and really a great great performance from Heath...
Becos u know why, after watching this, I m getting more emo and more...

Joker (the role Heath plays in the movie) is a very very creepy person...
He doesnt want money,
he doesnt want anything that all the criminals in the world may probably desired the most...
He is different, more cruel and yet pity...
During his childhood, he watched his mother killed by his father with his own eyes.
The scar that left on his mouth is a terrible memory for him that transformed him to be a heartless person...
No feelings, heartless and fearful...

I m sad, sad for Joker...
He could be someone nice IF, yes if he lives a normal life like anybody else in his childhood...

After watching the movie, I m falling deep into a terrible feeling...
Moody...
Finally, I understand why Heath was so depressed when he was playing the role as Joker.
Well, that is so-called "professional"
*Salut* to Heath! You really did a great job! Appreciate~

Happie Belated Birthday to my bloggie~*

2008-07-28T21:03:00.004+08:00

Wow!!! I din realise that ---> my bloggie has finally celebrating its 1 year old birthday!!!!

~*Happy BELATED Birthday*~

Wishing another smooth year to my bloggie as well as its master...

(that's me la~ haha!)

Wishing more interesting posts coming in...

(of course only if it's master has more interesting ideas to write something...hoho... =P)

Wishing my bloggie getting more and more famous! And has its own fansclub!! wahahaha!
(Nothing is impossible!! Wahahaha!)

And finally,

Wishing everybody can has a moment of being "eng eng bo dai zi" and enjoy the moment of peace~

To my bloggie...Cheerz~!!!

Journey To The Center Of The Earth

2008-07-27T22:59:00.005+08:00

Awesome!!
A great movie with a great story line and lots of excitement!!

I regret I never go for the 3D one...aih~

"Journey To The Center Of The Earth",

the best movie I have ever watched throughout the year...

As the title has told, it is a movie full with lots of adventure.

Imagine, u are traveling to the center of the earth!

Somewhere deep deep under the ground...

A world inside the world!!

It is just like what my dad has always tell me when i was a kid...

He said,

inside the galaxy,

there are 7 "you",

who are exactly same as u

and live in 7 different planets and time...

It's interesting.

Isnt it??

"Journey To The Center Of The Earth" -- nice movie

Strongly recommended!!!

Ermm what's next???

"Batman -- The Dark Knight"!! haha!!

Another great movie I have been waiting since early of the year...

(bcos of Heath~ Yes! Heath Ledger!!)

waiting waiting~

~100808~

2008-07-20T00:08:00.005+08:00

100808? Lucky numbers? 6D numbers?

100808,
the numbers that will be remembered...
the numbers that I have been waiting for such a long time...
the numbers that I can officially pronounce that I have graduated!!! Yeah~~ =D

100808 --> 10th Aug 2008 is my convocation day.
It will be another reunion day of MMU F4, i guess...hehe!
It will be full with lots of fun, warm, laughters and of course pictures!!
Yeah~ I can't wait any longer~~

Friends, see you all on 100808!
You are dated!!!

PS: By the way, I m the 386th in the graduate list!! Omg!! Wat a number?? 38-86?? Hahaha!
*Note: (38 --> sampat, 86 --> 1986, the year i was born, means that is me!)

New Life 。New Journey

2008-07-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

距离毕业那天已经一个多月了。
终于，
我将展开属于自己的旅程。

兴奋，期待，展望，
外加担心，害怕，与不安。

是的。我们已经长大。
再也不能老是依靠父母，依赖朋友。
是时候开始自己的旅程，
学习独立与坚强，
为自己的将来打拼，奋斗。

想说，
很感谢这几天下来给了我很多宝贵意见的家人和朋友。
没有你们，我想我不会那么快定下来。
Thanks alot!! I love u all~*

我会加油的~
希望你们也是！！
加油！加油！加油！x100000
=D

抉择 vs 对与错

2008-06-23T14:07:00.002+08:00

烦，烦，烦！！
最近真的很烦！
为了事业而烦，为了选择而烦，为了对与错而烦！

人生总要面对很多抉择。
而且往往，对与错，是与非都超越了人的控制范围。
有些人做了对的选择，以后的路都安安稳稳，无忧无虑。
有些人做了错的选择，走了很多冤枉路，绕了一大圈，最后又回到了起跑点。

我发现，很多时候，在面对抉择时，我开始变得懦弱。
我害怕失败，害怕做了错的决定。
但是，没有尝试过又怎么能了解自己的选择是对还是错？？

失败很可怕，但是失败背后是美好的成功。
有多少人可以不经失败就能垂手可得的成功？?

有时候，我总会感到无形的压力重重地压着我。
喘不过气！叹！

最近我的世界很灰。。。
空虚+无助

A "Whales" in me

2008-06-22T13:52:00.005+08:00

Whales, a giant in the deep blue sea.
Perhaps, it is also one of the most beautiful creatures in the world.

Some people says, "only the luckiest person will see whales with their own eyes." I hope I am one of them too.

I love whales.

Basically all types of whales.

Blue whales, grey whales, killer whales....

Most probably is becos of that old movie "Free Willy".

And most probably is also becos of the place they live --- ocean.

Somewhere I never been before

and I guess it is a place fulled with mysteries, stories, adventures and unknowns.

Hopefully someday, I might find out all this by myself,

going on my own adventure and

writing down my own stories....

someday, someday...

Happie Birthday, Frankie~

2008-06-20T23:21:00.003+08:00

This is my first official post specially dedicated to my all time favourite
--Frankie LampX--

The man who was born in June and shared a same zodiac sign with me!
Another Geminian~!!

Happy Birthday Frankie~ Finally u r turning into 30!!

Wow~! Imagine! It was 6 years ago when i first watching u playing for Chelsea on TV.

And now, both of us are growing older, ermm mature i mean...hahaha!

I wish to see u and Chelsea together, to win us another EPL Trophy and Champions League title in the coming season 2008/09! And not to forget the World Cup in the next 2 years!

Frankie Rockz~!!!

黑白配

2008-06-13T17:48:00.007+08:00

最近很喜欢范范的《黑白配》。代子听说这首歌是范范写给黑人的一首歌。
细细阅读歌词的内容，你会发现句句都很甜蜜~

代子在此分享，希望大家会喜欢。。。

黑白配

作詞：范瑋琪　作曲：范瑋琪

太陽曬的我

眼睛睜不開
你的好脾氣

讓我心情壞不起來
下雨下的我

眼神發呆
你的道歉

聽著聽著我都快要笑出來

誰說不能黑白配

世界上沒有什麼事能夠如此的絕對
曾經有人這樣唱過

白天他不懂夜的美

你卻懂得我的美

有時候我會

感覺非常累
有時候也會

不自覺把你拖累
你有時會說

我們不配
只要能依偎

真的真的我什麼都無所謂

鋼琴也是黑白鍵　

一樣能弹出我對你只有滿滿的感謝
也許黑永遠不明白

在這片彩色的世界

有你我才會存在

我长智慧牙了！

2008-06-08T23:47:00.003+08:00

不知道牙齿和人是否心灵相通。。。

最近，我的智慧牙也和主人一样，
闲着没事（eng eng bo dai ji)

悄悄地长出来了！

天啊！真的不知道是好事还是坏事！

好的是，我终于长智慧牙了！（是不是可以变聪明点呢？呵呵。。。）

坏的是，长牙的过程。。。一个字，痛！！！

Aihh~ 真是的！

现在吃东西完全没有了食欲。

只要轻轻动到都会很痛。

最痛苦的事就是，我，代子，即将欢庆22岁生日！

本来以为可以大肆庆祝的说。。。

现在看来，今年的生日应该只可以喝粥吃麦片了~

Aihh~ （无奈）

希望长了智慧牙，人也真的可以变聪明点，

别再blur blur，丢三落四。

这样，一切的“痛苦”才有价值嘛~

热浪岛之旅

2008-06-06T22:33:00.015+08:00

海龟，珊瑚，鱼儿，外加一首《浪花一朵朵》，

没错，这就是我的热浪岛之旅！

忙了将近一个月，不眠不休（almost la...haha），

好不容易，终于考完了人生中最后一次的Final Examination。

5月26日晚上，我们就浩浩荡荡的出发了！！！

蓝蓝的海水，白白的沙滩。是美的咯~ 呵呵~

热浪岛的第一天要干嘛？当然是这里躺躺，那里躺躺啦~ 悠闲，悠闲~！=D

呵呵~ 我们真的是几悠闲一下，两下，三下~！！！

"我能想到最浪漫的事，就是和你一起海边拍结婚照 !!"....

改篇自赵咏华《最浪漫的事》。By: 代子 =p

巧遇“七仔”的主人，徐娇二号！Ermm...不过他是男的... =D

~*热浪岛的日出*~

来来，全体合照！*Ka Cha*

代子到此一游... Yeah~~ 热浪岛之旅圆满结束~**

我的“救命恩人”

2008-06-01T22:07:00.004+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to someone who SAVED my life!!!

(upon her request...hehehe)

08年X月X日，XX:XXpm

我的救命恩人出现了！！
她不是别人，正是住在我家楼上（B3-4-9)的 Miss CSC - Chua Sook Chin！
由于本人和本人的roomate一起被反锁在BBU的房间里，
幸好多亏CSC小姐的帮忙，
奋不顾身，英勇地把我们从“生死边缘”强救回来！
因为如此，我们才可以像现在一样和大家见面！

谨此，本人向我的救命恩人 Ms Chua Sook Chin 至于最高的谢意。
由衷感谢！！Thank you very very muchie~

PS: haha!! Ms CSC, like this can ma??? sincere enough liao ma?? Picture ok la hor?? hahaha!!

我不是爱哭鬼

2008-06-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

我不是个爱哭鬼。
相信认识我的你们都知道。
我自认是个蛮坚强的人，
从来都不愿意在人前掉眼泪。

但是，在和你话别的那一刻，
我哭了。

当我们紧紧相拥，
你拍着我的肩膀，
轻声地说:“再见。保重。”
我的眼泪已经夺眶而出。

我强忍着泪水，
微笑着和你挥手。
你哭红了双眼，
还开玩笑地怨我，害你不能专心驾车。

当你走进我房里，
告诉我：“芳盈，我们走了！”
我的眼泪再也无法停止。

看着你们远去的身影，
眼泪模糊了我的视线。
久久不能自己。。。
这一刻我才了解什么叫“眼泪不听使唤地夺眶而出”

我不是爱哭鬼，
但是这一刻，我真的哭了。

没有你的日子。我想，我要慢慢适应

2008-05-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

今天刚考完了BSM -- Strategic Management。现在就只剩下最后的两张 paper 。

坐在电脑前，突然有种感触。
还有两天就要毕业了！
真的很不可思议！
短短4年的时间，
曾经属于我的一切，也将在毕业后结束了。

回头看了看住了3年的房间，
这里的一切，在这一刻都没有变。
但是，我的感觉变了。。。
熟悉的床，熟悉的书卓，摆设。。。还有一切的一切，
突然间让我觉得很特别，很温暖。
从前从不留意的小小事物，现在都变得那么精细，可爱。

还有两天，这里的人，事，物都将改变。
也许有天，如果还有机会，
如果你经过了BBU B3-2-7,
你会否想起这里曾经住过的我们？

时间不会停留，也没有所谓的时光倒留，
现在这一刻，
我只想抱着你们，告诉你：
亲爱的朋友，我真的好爱你们！

Secret Recipe of B3-2-7 从出江湖？？

2008-04-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

哈哈！在之前的 post 里提到过B3-2-7居民祖传十八代的食谱秘笈，还有传闻中的大胃王朝。
想必大家都还记忆尤新吧。。。？

经过几年，难道大胃王朝从出江湖？？

哈哈！当然不是啦～我们的大胃王朝已经成了传奇。只有在“必要”时才会再现江湖啦～

为了提供这里的新朋友关于大胃王朝的历史，代子就和大家分享分享当时的风光史吧！

*以下资料只供参考，如有雷同，纯属巧合！！！*

Date : September 30, 2006
Time: 5.22pm
Place: B3-2-7 (Bukit Beruang Utama, Malacca)

经过几日的“啃书”天，B3-2-7 的 residents finally come out a "secret recipe of B3-2-7"。参与这次行动的包括大胃王中之王－－毛妹，大胃王1号－－康琳，大胃王2号－－馨云和我－－怀孕中!!!

什么食物配搭在一起是最好的 perfect match?? 以下是专家的见解（只供参考）：
大胃王中之王：麦片一定要配红茶！
大胃王1号：鸡蛋一定要配菜莆！
大胃王2号：Milo 一定要配酥打饼！
怀孕中：白粥一定要配菜心！
挑战者45kgs－－洁茜：随便啦！！
以上资料只供参考，如有雷同，纯属巧合!!!
PS: 今天以后，B3-2-7 residents 都疯了!!! Hahahahahaha!!!

The story is not end yet... The war of comment is just about to start!!!

All Rights Reservered.. ok? （大胃王一号留言〕
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 05:32 PM

嗨嗨!!我就是大孕妇~芳萦口中的大胃王中之王!!我在B-3-2-7的地为是不容忽视的..我的食量嘛..不是盖的~哈哈!针对孕妇的密笈,本王想补充一点.就是..麦片红茶用的必须是本王鉴定的AIK CHEONG TEH TARIK!!其他品牌的就不够香浓幼滑..还有,麦片非NESTLE牌不用..这是我们利用重要的FINAL STUDY WEEK大部分时间研究出的食谱..目的是为其他考生造福..^^
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 05:44 PM

由于没有人能明白大胃王一号的留言，本人只能在此再次解释。这Perfect Match是由本人亲自用时间，地利，人和，所研制的。朋友们，由于版权所有。请不要抄袭。若被发现者，将被控上法庭。有兴趣者，可拨打加盟热线- +6016-701xxxx.
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 05:47 PM

Ooppsss...大王!! 对不起!! 大孕妇我忘了提到AIK CHEONG TEH TARIK 和 NESTLE 麦片!!! 对不起!! 请大王恕罪!!! Hahahahaha!!!
Posted by: Angeline September 30, 2006 05:50 PM

由于大王投诉本王没提及菜脯配蛋的由来，而将本王给臭骂了一顿。本王将再次亲自解释一遍。为什么菜脯要配蛋呢？这是因为这样的配法简直是天衣无缝！香香的蛋，咸咸的菜脯，再加点甜甜的糖，这菜脯蛋就包含了香，甜，咸的滋味。真的是“哦一喜得西呢”！如果你们想吃到这种蛋，不妨联络'大树下'aunty，由于她已知本王对菜脯蛋情有独钟，她应该会常常煮。*大胃王一号到此一游*
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 06:23 PM

由于大胃王们都在此留下了食谱秘笈的来源,小王我也在此小露一手.针对大孕妇B3-2-7祖传十八代的食谱秘笈,小王想补充大孕妇之不足.请原谅大孕妇的失忆症又犯了.自HUP SENG 1811年开发一来,它的SODA饼是无SODA饼能比的!但是它的SODA饼也有分黑的跟七分黑的,务必要买十分黑的,最好是买接近烧焦(黑黑)的那种,咬下去才会有'喀滋喀滋'的声音,香脆无比!单单SODA饼是不够的啦,一定要配上香喷喷,热腾腾的美禄,这才是天衣无缝!在此提醒大家,SODA饼一定要在爱极乐(AYER KEROH)的JAYA JUSCO购买.至于美禄是全国统一并且得到ISO9001品质保证,所以去哪里买都是一样的美味!我相信我的解释是众大王们中最详细的(因为用了两个小时解释),当然还有王中之王从旁给予专业的协助!谨此大胃王二号
Posted by: xin yun September 30, 2006 08:30 PM

Food "expert" ??? or Eat "expert"???Are They ??? ARE THEY~!!???? +_+"""Speechless....BUt...never mind....this is jus the symptom of Pre exam period...
But..i'm still so proud of to be a member of B 3 -2 -7..although..i dunno the "Priciples" of Food and drinks MAtching that stated above..Four of them...Plz... Forgvive them?? or.....ahhaa watever la...""""""
V(^_^)V Peace Nite
Posted by: Glasdy September 30, 2006 08:39 PM

孕妇在此补充大胃王2号的其中一项。警告所有黑人，如果您想一尝SODA饼配MILO的美妙滋味，在此建议你们买七分黑的SODA饼，千万勿买十分黑的，以避免咬到手指!! (感谢大胃王中之王提供以上资料）
Posted by: Angeline September 30, 2006 08:42 PM

由于本王徒弟真的青出于蓝胜于蓝..(由其是二号徒弟的长篇大废),我就不便再发表什么意见了..我的事业已走到瓶颈,下次有任和惊天动地感人肺腑的食谱, 我再公开,敬请期待...本王也玩了半天,在此提醒众王们,FINAL 还是要考的,专心一点吧..谨此
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 08:58 PM

既然大王要下台了，我们也学泰国，来个“政变”吧让我们一起把大王给推翻！滚蛋！
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 09:00 PM

我只是遇到瓶颈,不是要下台..一号,你给我小心一点...-.-''
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 09:03 PM

*Heal the world... make it a better place~ 下台吧！我们要反你！我和二号要反你！×下台，下台！×
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 09:05 PM

我赞成大胃王一号的建议,虽然这些日子里大王传授了我不少惊天动地感人肺腑的食谱,但是为了众王们的未来着想,让我们一起把大王给推翻吧!大王下台!大王下台!
Posted by: xin yun September 30, 2006 09:05 PM

Ermm...由于孕妇正在怀孕中，不便参与过于激烈的竞选活动，因此孕妇将会退出这次的竞选。对不起了！大王！孕妇不便给予任何置评！！*world peace*
Posted by: Angeline September 30, 2006 09:10 PM

没种的孕妇！你和大王一起滚吧！我和二号会照顾这个部落格的！你们去吃麦片红茶与白粥菜心吧！哈哈哈，我才是大王！
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 09:13 PM

哇..我才去冲凉几分钟,外面就变了样!!没良心的一号及二号!我本来还期待孕妇快点生产,加了孩子我就有多一票,但看来还子会跟妈一样'爱好和平,乐于跑路''..唉..大胃王朝,看来要毁在他们手里啦..幸好我积德多,现在意升级为'食神'!!!不用再参选,可以安心考FINAL了!!孕妇,虽然你跑路,但是我还是会提拔你,升你为厨房总务的!!
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 09:32 PM

-THE END-
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 09:47 PM

经过众王们激烈的竞选活动后,大胃王朝全心的'胃'原组织表已出炉了.依然是原班人马(因为没有人想参与此活动),只是职位改变了一下.大胃王朝成功革命后全心的'胃'原组织表:
食身(最高等级) : 毛妹大胃王中之王 : 康琳大胃王1号 : 本王(馨云)厨房总务 : 怀孕中挑战者45kgs : 结熙(无变)
由于食神正在冬眠修养状态中,针对大胃王朝全心的组织表,如众大胃王们还有任何未发表的意见话,请向本王提出!
大胃王朝加油!请大家跟着我念:能吃是福,啊...福气啦~~!!(HOKKIEN)谨此大胃王一号
Posted by: xin yun September 30, 2006 10:36 PM

完了啦完了啦...B-3-2-7全疯了，好在小弟快快逃走...现在竟然还搞出"人命"琳姐瓶大颈小，无需下台...毛妹别搞政变，国家够乱了，下台不好玩别玩了...云妹和厨房总务，小心养胎吧，别动了胎气，别流产...不过熙姐倒是比较正常...还好还好没全疯...:::以上发言，纯属意见，别针对我哦:::
Posted by: wkit September 30, 2006 11:05 PM

那个搞不清楚状况的小弟，请你好好背读大胃王朝的历史后再发言吧!! -__-'''
Posted by: Angeline September 30, 2006 11:12 PM

argh....经过45分钟的冬眠后,我食神的威力大增,传说中的"如来神胃第九级已修炼完毕..本已结束的大胃战争又再掀风波!!在本神东眠期间,竟然有人发表新胃员会???可见大胃一号(本来的二号)野心不小..幸好我仍在最高位职...HENG~AR..此外竟然还有外来者'WKIT'乱乱留言,把这里搞得一塌糊涂!!唉..善哉善哉...我不忍心当初创下的王朝逐渐腐败..决定发功摧毁这王朝!!!~~
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 11:20 PM

那个完全不在状态中的小弟,竟然把众大胃王们的大胃王朝历史搞乱了,你惨了,竟然引起众大胃王们的不满以及无奈!琳姐好不容易才串媒王位成功,当上大王,他从来没有说过她瓶大颈小,在两个小时之内退位.毛妹已经成功升级为食神,不食人间烟火,才不会想要搞政变.至于本王目前还是单身,没有怀孕的迹象,不要破坏本王的名誉.全部里面,你只说对了'厨房总务'这个,她已生产了,小鸟宝宝健康得很.你污辱了众大胃王们的名誉,你等着食神发功吧!*_*哇哈哈哈...哇哈哈哈...哇哈哈哈!!!
Posted by: xin yun September 30, 2006 11:33 PM

如来神胃第十九式: 万佛朝宗~~~~~~~!!!!!#$%^$^%*&_*+&_(^&$%@%#%$&*%(*^()&)_(_.....从此,大胃王朝彻底被食神毁灭..all the residents have back to their original idenity...become jueyee,xin yun, farn yin ,and kangling. however, jessie did not involved in this war..so she remain the same.. 11.35 30.09.2006...they back to the study table and continue study their final exam in mmu...all of them will get excellent result =4 flat in their final...all the best B3-2-7
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 11:36 PM

片尾曲：Heal The World

...Heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me and the entire human race
there are people "eating"
if you care enough for the eating
make a better place for you and for me
and for me...

Proudly presented by:
食身(最高等级) : Jue Yee
大胃王中之王 : Kang Ling
大胃王1号 : Xin Yun
厨房总务 : Me (Farn Yin)
挑战者45kgs : Jessie

Special thanks to all B3-2-7 residents...
Posted by: Angeline September 30, 2006 11:46 PM

大家竟然本大王处理国家事物当儿，搞conflict，本大王实在看不下去了！原以为全新的大胃王朝'胃'原组织表能让服众，但大家的表现实在令本王不满，外加不爽。有请我们的“食神”长老，别再耍什么花招了。既然已定本大王为“大胃王中之王”，请尊重本大王之决定。请别一而再，再而三的煽动我的得力助手，大胃王一号。毁不毁灭这皇朝也在一念之间。我决定了，我要独霸这皇朝。所有的人都成为本大王之奴隶。听我所有，不得放肆。造反者立即除崭！欢迎我们的新会员－WKIT。本大王将升任你为本皇朝之驸马。你的选择只限于大胃皇朝的皇亲国钦！请在一星期里给本大王答案，不然立即除崭！＝谨此＝大胃王中之王上
Posted by: Jasmine September 30, 2006 11:47 PM

在这个王朝结束之前...众王们想祝贺我们的屋友~~不是什么王,也不是什么神,但是依然很重要的----佩雯二十岁生日快乐!!她和我们一起见证了大胃王历史与改变..我们衷心祝福她前程似锦,天天开心,身体健康...GOOD LUCK IN UR FINAL..ALL THE BEST IN WAT EVER U DO~~~FROM JUE YEEXIN YUNFARN YINJESSIEWAN TINGXIN YEESIEW FOONG
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 11:50 PM

lol...good luck to all of u here for final exam...!!!!!!
Posted by: Weesean September 30, 2006 12:05 AM

pspsps: the present..kang ling-the wang zhong zhi wang oso involved...paise
Posted by: jue yee September 30, 2006 02:36 AM

~我们的故事。 Our Story~

2008-04-16T22:59:00.031+08:00

How many days left until the d-day?

How long I can still owning ur smiles and laughters?

How am I going back from time,
to tell u the things I havent shared?

How am I going to tell u,
how pains are growing deep inside me at this moment?

It has been 4 years
from strangers to friends to family

Holding hands in hands,
we walk thousand miles

Still remember our first success of BFB Project?
We were crazily running everywhere in campus
juz to sell off our egg tarts and breads

What about our PMS Presentation?
Our “Heng Hua” culture
SF and Ming Rong were dressed up like an old couple

Still remember Ganes?
Our wedding planner business plan?

And not to forget the very success IB Nite!
We are “e-Genz”!!!

How about those crazy things we have done for the past few years?

We formed a “Big Appetite Empire” during the final examination period
The “world-record” blog is still with meAnd I m going to keep it forever!

We celebrate everyone's birthday…

KL's Birthday

JC's Birthday

SF's Birthday

My Birthday

XY's Birthday

Mao's Birthday

Caryne's Birthday

Sin Nee's Birthday

And everywhere we went
Every movie we watched

This is our story…
No matter how many it is,
How crazy they are,
It is gonna be remembered
For the rest of the life

It has been written into a book
That's called “memories”

4 years are never be enough for us
There are still much to be explored
There are still much to be shared

Maybe someday I might feel lonely
Missing may kill me off
But I still feel lucky to have all of u

If u read this,
Dun be sad
Dun you cry
Let's treasure every moment we left
Until the day we apart

When it's time to leave,
Pls give me a big hug and a wonderful smile
I will capture the one last beautiful moment in my mind

Forever and ever........

掌声响起 -- 爸爸的故事

2008-04-12T08:59:00.005+08:00

<掌声响起>, 爸爸最喜欢的一首歌之一。也许包含了更多的感慨。
从他诉说着以前的故事，我也慢慢能体会个中含义。

孤独站在这舞台 （十几岁时，无依无靠的踏入了社会。。。）
听到掌声响起来 （寻寻觅觅，几经煎熬。终于，得到了生命里的第一次肯定。）
我的心中有无限感慨 （白头回首，心中几许唏嘘。）
多少青春不再 （辛苦了大半个世纪，）
多少情怀已更改 （最初的梦想已不在。）
我还拥有你的爱 （庆幸还有家人陪伴。）
好像初次的舞台 （仰头看着从前的自己，）
听到第一声喝采 （得到肯定那一瞬间，）
我的眼泪忍不住掉下来 （多少热泪在心里淌流。）
经过多少失败 （经过多少冷嘲热讽，白眼欺凌的日子。）
经过多少等待 （咬紧牙关，）
告诉自己要忍耐 （告诉自己要忍耐。。。）

掌声响起来 （站在人生的舞台，听到掌声响起。）
我心更明白 （过往历历在目，）
你的爱将与我同在 （庆幸有家人同在。）
掌声响起来 （再次听到掌声时，）
我心更明白 （心里明白，生命已过了大半个世纪）
歌声交会你我的爱 （剩下的只有无止的奉献，给所爱的家人！）

Dedicated to my beloved Dad! This is your story, your song and your love......I m always proud with you~!! Thanks for giving us everything, tat means alot!!!

With Love,
your daughter

二月的最后一天

2008-02-29T15:29:00.002+08:00

今天是二月份的最后一天。从2008年一月开始到现在发生了很多很多事情。好象已经把一整年里面的事情都过完了。有开心兴奋的时候，也有生气伤心的事。但是，一切不好的事情都已经结束。从现在开始将会是全新的开始。未来还有很多很多美好的事在等待着。不要留恋过去，也不要回头看过去的不好，因为未来才是最终的停靠站！

给我的家人： 经历了那么多，家永远是我在世上唯一的停靠站，因为有你们－－我最爱的家人。即使我们并不富裕，我们依然过得很好。家人的爱胜过一切，这是有些人永远都不会体会的。

给我的朋友： 虽然这阵子，你们当中发生了一些不好的事情。但是所有不好的事都已经结束。不要再伤心烦恼，也不要再垂头丧气。我们会支持着你们，渡过生命里的难关。未来会更好！

希望大家未来过得更好！大家一起加油吧！

PS：给一个躺在医院的朋友：不管发生了什么事，一切不好的事都已经结束。希望你好好休息，早日康复。其他的就交给我们大家！我们支持你！你一定要加油哦～～等你好了，我还要听你唱歌！！加油加油！！！

小学同学聚会

2008-02-29T14:45:00.006+08:00

Haha! 真的很不可思义。很久都没有见面的小学同学在今年又重新聚在了一起。虽然很久不见，但是大家却一点也不陌生，反而比以前更加亲切，融洽。本来很怕生的我也被感染了！真的很开心！搁了那么久，大家的感情都还是一样，只是成熟了。唯一遗憾的是这次的聚会还不够完整，还有一些“老”同学现在暂时失去联络。但是我相信以我们这么八卦的天生才能一定可以把所有的同学找齐！加油了！

Sze Wei & Sze Ya.... They are not sister oooh~~

Ya Li & me...

Qiu Ting & me.... Hehe... She is my long-lost friend~!! One of my good pal in childhood...

Chia Ling, Qiu Ting & me....

Yummy YummY~!!!

2008-02-29T13:47:00.006+08:00

当当！看了就忍不住，想把它吃掉的dognut来了～～

一盒有6个。本来买了可以带回家，一人一个的。

可是......可是......

到最后，我一个人就吃了3个！！！

Hehehe...... Paisey la~

Strawberry是阿汉的。

Mocha Chocolate 老妈预定了。

剩下这个，最普通的是我的。

你看！我还是极有孝心一下，把好吃的都给了家人。Hehe....

Happy Chinese Ratz Year

2008-01-19T15:23:00.000+08:00

鼠，鼠，鼠，鼠到你！Happy Chinese Ratz Year~!!!

没错，我们的猪先生即将服务完毕。这次终于鼠到了。一提起鼠，当然少不了世界上最闻名的老鼠-- Mickey~~ 这也是美代子今年想去Hong Kong Disneyland 的其中一个原因啦！哈哈哈！找借口....

新的一年里，希望大家身体健康，万事如意，好好好超好运旺旺来！！黑皮财你牛一耳 -- Happy Chinese New Year! Hehehe....

PS: 小萧笑 & Dragon Siow，现在update liao, 可以了吗？？？？Nenenebubu~

Attitude makes a big different!

2007-12-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

"Attitude makes a big different!", nice words i learned today from my colleague.

Indeed, attitude really makes a big different. Look at a very simple example, every time when u want to throw the rubbish on floor, if you can make up ur mind and decide to hold the rubbish for maybe 1 more second to throw it into the dustbin which is just a step away from u, you have make a thing different. If everyone in the world do exactly like you do, you have make a really big different!

Give another example. Let's say you are waiting for an important customer in the lobby. Beside you is another competitor who is wishing to see the customer as well. After 1 and a half hour, the competitor beside you is getting restless and deciding to leave. At that moment, if you can hold on and keep waiting for another 10 minutes, you may be able to meet up with the customer who is on his way to go to the lobby! On the other hand, if you leave as the competitor, you definitely will lose the business.

See, even a tiny decision or movement can change the whole things! So friends, think twice before you make a decision or action, you can make your world different! Be responsible to whatever you do, I m sure you will never regret after all!

KL Trip -- 巧遇Bosco 黄宗泽

2007-12-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

YoHooo~ 两天一夜的KL Trip结束了。昨天凌晨12点才到家。

在KL的这两天真的没有闲着。每天都是吃东西，买东西，看东西，走东西，然后又吃东西，买东西，看东西，走东西。。。很忙hor!! 去了1-Utama，用了6小时才走了25%的地方！！看！我们是不是很厉害！！当然啦~ 这次KL Trip 的目的就是shopping!!! yeah!!!
一天下来，吃了很多东西。从下午开始，嘴巴就没有停过。阿肥的面，小萧笑从香港买回来的饼，Roti boy的面包，不懂什么的咖啡和面包，晚上还去吃steamboat!!! Wahsey!! 不肥才怪！

Yeah！！全家福 in 1-Utama。。。很美一下hor~ =）

Tigger in the house!!! Hehehe....

看到吗？黄宗泽在 Kim Gary 哩！！Hehe... paisey! 忘记我的camera有zoom, 所以咯！hehe...

这些全部。。。都。。。不是我喝的！哇哈哈哈！

Kajang satay!!! 赞！

Yummy！我开动咯~！！

两天一夜的KL Trip 结束了。空空的车却载了满满的东东回家，简称“满载而归”。小萧笑，不要羡慕哦！！Wahahahahahhaa!!!

The Return of the Tiger!!!

2007-12-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Ello~!!! 请大家告诉大家！Tiger is back!! Whahaha! Well, I m now in BP having my industrial training... Soon, I will go to KL to visit Dragon Siow and Pig Siow. Be ready Dragon, I m coming to you for revenge!!! Hiak hiak hiak hiak!

2nd day of Industrial Training in Penang

2007-10-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

Well, I have been here in Penang for 2 days and 2 nites. It's not as hard as I think previously. Indeed, I manage to adapt myself to the new environment very quickly in juz 2 days time, quicker than my imagination. Everything has been settled down and I have started to live normally as usual.

I would say i m the lucky one cos I met alot of nice ppl. They are willing to spend time to teach me alot of things and very nice to me all the time. Maybe is partly becos of my unlce (their boss), but I still feel grateful for their kindness. My supervisor (Josephine), a very sweet and friendly person, who is in-charge to teach me all types of barcode printers, scanners and other accessaries they have, their functions, their characteristics, and how they works. Then there still has Derick, the company's system and software programmer, who is in-charge to teach me about the systems and software needed to support the printers as well as the troubleshooting. Joevin, the sales person, is in-charge to teach me about the communication skills and sales strategy, how to deal with different customers ans etc. Then Eric, the software expert, is in-charge to teach me about the software, how does it functions....bla bla bla. Haha! So many experts around me and together teach me with their best one. Am i very "hang fuk"?? hahaha...

One thing that makes me very excited is that, my supervisor => Josephine is promised to take me with all of them stated above to go to see customers in BP and JB!!! That means.... I m going bck hometown next week~~!!! Hurray!!! We will spend 5 days for this trip from Penang-BP-JB-Penang. So, it's kinda fun for me cos i can go bck BP and shun4 bian4 go for traveling to JB. Hahaha! So nice! Hahahahaha!

我会坚强的！

2007-10-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

一个人的旅程开始了。虽然不是很久，可是对我来说，这次的旅程是漫长的。这是我第一次，一个人，离乡背井来到一个陌生又不属于我的地方。往后的三个月，每天里的一切都只有我一个人。一个人吃饭，一个人工作，一个人回家。不过，我不会哭！因为我已经promise我的朋友们，我是绝对不会哭的！哈哈！（我还在坚持哦~hehe...）看看我的行李！很多吧？！哈哈！（照片upload中）

虽然我不会哭，但是离别的不舍还在。叹！我想我一定会很想念很想念我的家人，我的朋友们，还有这里的一切一切！没有什么比这里的一切更值得让我用所以的时间去想念的了！好想你们哦~

月圆人团圆... ...中秋节快乐~！！in advance =P

2007-09-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

哈哈！当你看到美美的灯笼时，你想到了什么？

是中秋节~！！！

中秋节绝对不能少的月饼！对代子而言，传统的月饼最好吃！可是可不可以不要蛋黄？？ Hehe...当然，市场上也不乏其它口味的月饼；翡翠，绿茶，杏仁等等... 现在更加还有巧克力，草莓，咖啡等等口味的月饼！真是多姿多彩！

很想尝尝看对吧？小萧笑？哈哈！我“游”寄给你啦！不用怕！记得去河边拿哦！

月圆人团圆~ 虽然代子我也不能趁中秋节时回去和家人团聚，可是心里有家就已经团圆了! 是吧？

明月几时有，把酒问青天... 但愿人长久，千里共婵娟...

Eherm！代子是不是很有文采一下下！哈哈！真的只是一下下而已！=P

预祝大家，中秋节快乐~~！！！

Anniversary of the IB Event (2006)

2007-09-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

Time flashes, it's September again...

During the same period one year ago,

we, the IB students of class 2006 were still busying with the IB event preparation...

Practising the performances until midnite, decorating the venue, moving hundreds of tables and chairs..........

The tears and laughters,

all was juz seem like yesterday...

Although it's restless and we were tired,

but, it was the happiest moment that we shared.

The flower of "Friendship" blossoms around us,

we know we are united.

Although we fight sometimes,

but we love each other from the bottom of the heart.

Although we fail sometimes,

but the passion and spirit will never die.

Although there are some critics from outsiders,

but we know we have already given our best and we did great,

i guess...

Until today, I am still feeling proud and honour of being part of it.

Guys,

I will never forget all the moments we had have of being together...

Happy 1st anniversary to all IB students of class 2006!!!

IB students rockz~~!!!

Pattern liao liao 的茜姐, Happy Birthday~

2007-09-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah~~！！祝我们 gang 里面最“口爱”，最 pattern liao liao，最 hyperactive，号称丞琳二号的茜姐，生日快乐~~！！ Happy 22nd Birthday~~！！哈哈！

遇强越强

2007-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

终于，恐怖的八月走了。来临的九月，代子并没闲着。虽然比起恐怖八月算是轻松多了，但是代子“亲爱”的assignments们还是悄悄的席卷代子美好的九月。Aihhh~~ 回想过去的八月份，代子可说是没有一刻是闲着的！也因为这样没日没夜的日子，终于在八月份的最后一天，代子病倒了... ... Aihh~~ 我只能说无奈啊~~

最近，某位前辈对我说了些刺激的话。他觉得代子太年轻，应该以学业为重，其他的就暂时别想。老实说，代子听了有点“hurt”到。代子知道他并非恶意的，毕竟他也是为了代子好。其实，老实说，代子也承认自己经验不足。有时也会烦恼不知道该怎么应付。但是，有件事代子非常清楚...... 代子所执著的这样东西对代子而言并不是只是一样简单的东西，而是代子的精神寄托。因为有了这样东西这件事情，代子开始觉得快乐，每天也过的充实许多。所以，代子并不想就这样放弃！！因为代子要做到“遇强越强”的态度，这样才对得起自己！！还没有尝试就放弃对代子来说是绝对不可能！

也许将来某一天，前辈会证明他说的是对的。也许将来，经过努力后，代子还是失败了。但是，至少代子努力过了... ... 前辈，谢谢你的照顾和关心。但是代子想说声对不起，因为我没有听你的话，代子决定还是要抱着这股傻劲继续冲下去~~！！

Happy 21st Birthday to Jasmine~ ...... in advance!! =D

2007-08-16T11:09:00.000+08:00

经过几日的考试和 assignments 的“折磨”，美代子和朋友们终于忍耐不住，偷跑出去“hiao”了一下。一下下而已哦~~真的只是一下下下！！哈哈！

818 是美代子的 housemate 加 coursemate 加 secondary-school-mate 的21岁生日。当然，身为好朋友的我们为她大大庆祝一番是一定要的啦~~

我们去了马六甲还算蛮出名的 Asian Havana Cafe。

Asian Havana here we go!!!

看到这可口的海鲜意大利面吗？hoho... 真的很好吃勒！！

这是 Chicken Cordon Bleu。有点像 Secret Recipe 的, 唯一不同的是它加了 pasta！！

Hehe... 这就是我的 Grilled Chicken 啦~ 幼滑多汁，好好吃啊~~

不好意思，我开动啦~~

Yeah~~ Happy 21st Birthday to Jasmine!! “蛋糕是有故事的面包” Bread Story 买的。Oishi de neh!!

这是 Asian Havana Cafe 赠送的生日礼物 --- 美味的心形 strawberry ice-cream！！

哈哈！！这就是雪糕的主人 --- Jasmine

Asian Havana 后，我们又"hiao"去了一间很不错的 Sunshine Bar。这是我第一次去 bar 哦~~

Hehe... What are we doing?? 其实我们站的地方是全玻璃的，下面还有水流哦~~ 特别吧！

你有没有发现，我们今晚是黑白theme哦~ Hehe... 不是故意的，纯属巧合！

Hehe... 喝了点"小"酒。真的不会很多，三四杯而已。哈哈！

Cheersss~~!!! To Jasmine!! Happy 21st Birthday~~

恐怖八月

2007-07-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

天啊！！美代子的恐怖八月就要降临啦！！！何谓恐怖八月？让美代子为您一一分析。

8月 6日 BLE assignment submission date
8月14日 BIN Mid-term Examination
8月15日 BTM Mid-term Examination & BBF individual assignment submission date
8月22日 BME Mid-term Examination
8月24日 BME assignment submission date
8月29日 BBF Mid-term Examination
8月30日 BBF assignment submission date

You see you see!!! 这样算不算美代子的恐怖八月呢？？？ God Bless Me!!!

令人神往的浮罗交怡 (Langkawi)

2007-07-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

几个月前，美代子和几个“美代子俱乐部”的会员们相约背上了背包，踏上了浮罗交怡岛的这片土地。浮罗交怡岛位于马来西亚北部。由于位置靠北，和比邻的泰国很近，所以天气也异常闷热。其实，美代子和俱乐部会员们并不是第一次踏足在这片土地上。但是，每次到访都会让美代子们为岛上的自然景色而震撼不已！没错！浮罗交怡岛真的是人间的世外桃源！

美代子俱乐部的全体会员和影！哈哈！

Langkawi的第一天，美代子们去了当地有名的 Underwater World。

看到这张照片，你们一定以为我在动物园。其实不是啦！这是在进入Underwater World时拍的。当然，还有很多小动物咯，只是美代子们迫不及待地东看西看，所以来不及拍照咯！Paisey！

Underwater World 最特别的地方莫过于日前才刚引入的企鹅宝宝们！看！很可爱对不对？

当然咯，水族馆怎么可以少了鲨鱼弟弟呢？！因为还很小，所以叫弟弟咯！

这是美代子们住宿的旅馆，Holiday Villa Resort，386号房。Hehe...

旅馆所拥有的沙滩。很美一下hor？我是说沙滩啦！不是说人！哈哈！

这是美代子们从缆车上排下的浮罗交怡岛。哇！真的很美！如诗入画！

缆车有两个终点站。美代子们当然是选择了最高的那个终点站啦！哈哈！

Hehe... 站在几千尺高的“吊桥”上，吹着凉风习习，好舒服啊！不过，有一点怕怕的。=P

看！这是从“吊桥”上看下去的风景。真的很美很美！

Hehe... 不知道你们有没有发现，美代子的拍摄技术还不赖勒！

其实，美代子是个大自然与海的爱好者。身处像Langkawi般的岛屿都会让美代子兴奋到~~

人间天堂。。。

从缆车上下来后，eng eng bo dai zi，四处东拍拍，西拍拍！哈哈！

Hehe... 来到Langkawi的小港口，代表着。。。美代子们要出海咯！Yeah~~

这里的小港口很有欧洲风味。一只只白色的船只，配上蓝蓝的海，一个字，赞！

看着美丽的小港口，美代子们兴奋地出海去咯！

美代子俱乐部的小会员！Sean!!

Hehe... 顺便提一下。在Langkawi，到处都是angmoh，甚至比当地人还多！不小心，还以为自己到了国外呢！

船突然停了下来。当大家都在好奇发生什么事的时候，美代子们发现了孕妇岛！（手指着的地方）

孕妇岛！你们看见了吗？很像，对吧！

美代子们身处孕妇岛的天然大湖！Yeah~ 我们踩paddle boat 去咯！

这是美代子的“船友”。

孕妇岛的大湖是被连绵山脉所围绕着。听说，想怀孕的妇女，只要喝了一口湖水，就会怀孕了哦！

美丽的湖色！！

扮个鬼脸！Blurk! 美代子们要出发到下一个岛屿了！

美代子们来到了一个不知道叫什么名字的岛。

很漂亮勒！

Hehe... 绝对没有打广告的意图哦！美代子们只是玩累了，坐下来喝东西，顺便拍东西咯！哈哈！

浮罗交怡真的是一个很美很美的地方。那里的人简单朴素。那里的观光景点多不胜数。那里的风景如诗入画。还有还有，那里的海鲜美食好吃到~~~ 对美代子而言，如果有机会，美代子还是想去Langkawi！因为，那里有美代子和美代子们很多很多美好的回忆！！

华中课室布置比赛 -----> 美代子弟弟的创作成品

2007-07-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

上礼拜是Batu Pahat华中课室布置的比赛日。美代子的弟弟也参与了这次的比赛。（哈哈！原来“盈盈美代子”eng eng bo dai zi 是有遗传的！开玩笑啦！）经过一个月的筹备，从构思，策划到完成，华中生的那股热忱真的让人感动。我弟弟就是最好的证明啊！竟然一个月没去补习！！比赛前一晚还留校守夜！！还好这一切都得到专家---〉妈妈的批准，不然就。。。。。。

在教室外的假山布置

教室内的乡村壁画

弟弟班上的布置主题：*乡村车站*

当然啦，在华中的课室布置比赛上也让我发现了不错的作品。像这幅壁画就很赞啊！

这幅壁画是专家--->妈妈认为很可爱的其中一幅。

除了美丽的壁画外，美代子也发现了很多集聚创意的作品。好比某某班级的“中国江南图”。他们以中国江南的景色为蓝图，制造了栩栩如生的江南河畔景色的模型！一草一木，甚至是江南古老的建筑物都那么逼真。最让人佩服的是他们细腻入微的手工，简直是大师级杰作！！不过。。不好意思啦！照片奉欠！因为天气太热，美代子也只是随便参观参观，来不及拍照咯! 哈哈！

奇怪的水果

2007-07-20T22:15:00.001+08:00

咦？！这是什么？？

切开来，发现里头有好多好多黄色的种子！

再靠近一点 ...... 再靠近一点 ......

这到底是什么东东？

哦~~ 原来是百香果！据“专家”---> 妈妈说，百香果有丰富的维他命C，还可以养颜美容哦！

哇！这么好！？让我尝尝......

mmm...... 美味美味美味！！只是有点酸酸的。哈哈！

~生日快乐~

2007-07-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

炎炎夏日。7月份的某个清晨时分，当大家还在甜睡中，“That's Me ... 盈盈美代子の部落格”悄悄诞生了！！！一样的天空，一样的街道，一样的人们，在盈盈美代子的小小世界里，我拿起了广角镜带着大家一起看世界！欢迎大家光临我的小小世界哦~